Sorry, madminx, I just had to! Oh, and it's the same as yours because it decided not to work when I tried to post the first time, so I just copied yours. :p
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i think you've got a lot of suppressed anger, fear, and pain and this makes you do questionable things sometimes. you truly want to be a good person and deep down inside you are but you have a hard time projecting that in reality. you have done some things that you really regret, but at the same time you cant set aside your pride far enough to truly repent yourself. this pride will probably be the one thing that drives you throughout your life, and it will cause you a lot of problems but it will allow you to feel in control of your life so it isnt completely negative. in general i believe you are a good person and you mean well. you just have the tendency to lash out sometimes.
I've done plenty of things I regret, and most of those things include "lashing out" at others who usually don't deserve it. But I've been working on those issues, and realising that humility is often the best course of action.
Most anyone that's known you well enough and long enough aren't going to like you... many people have learned that you're deceitful. Anyone that feels otherwise hasen't known you long enough or hasn't been around you in person enough. When it really comes down to the wire, you really blow at covering up for yourself, which I think is a good thing... or you'd take much more advantage of people than you already do.
This I won't deny nor argue. Again, it's your opinion, and though it's not entirely unfounded, it does require explanation. Most anyone who has known me since high school has either disappeared or stopped talking to me. This is generally my fault, since I moved to LA and lost contact with most of them. The few that I did keep in touch with eventually began to dislike me in various ways. Mainly because I turned into a selfish asshole and closed myself up to everyone else; even work was beginning to have its toll on me. Those actions were probably my biggest mistake. I still regret acting like that and to this day I've made a conscious effort never to treat my friends like that again. The half a year I spent homeless made sure of that.
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you have done some things that you really regret, but at the same time you cant set aside your pride far enough to truly repent yourself. this pride will probably be the one thing that drives you throughout your life, and it will cause you a lot of problems but it will allow you to feel in control of your life so it isnt completely negative. in general i believe you are a good person and you mean well. you just have the tendency to lash out sometimes.
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