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[happyduck1979]

Definitely over.  I am so not okay.  I took anti anxieties for the first time in forever, cried myself to sleep for two hours.  I am scared I am headed back to a very bad place this time.  I could have handled the no (not easily, but I was prepared for it).  This being jerked around is more than I can handle.

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[butterflymama3]

(Rachel) I am so sorry. Being raised up and then brought down is a horrible thing to endure. I wish I had words for you.

[hipstamom]

I just wanted to offer hugs....i still have you in my prayers and thoughts.