I cant go to sleep anymore...haven't been able to for awhile, but when i do go to sleep its a long time with no dreams....i can't go to sleep because my mind is always racing. There's something that i need to figure out or talk out and i don't know what it is yet.

sometimes i really wonder where my childhood has gone. I don't remember much of it.

so where did it go?

something to think about

i am watching west wing on my new laptop...because i can.

the last show of my high school career...my last show for a very long time...

can't believe it.

4 years of my life...and they're over and theater is over

it just hit me....

i'm graduating  

this is so completely high school

but i really want a date to prom, it feels like every other senior has one

and I  SERIOUSLY have no prospects

conclusion: need to get over it.........

wish that it was that easy

My last day at Subway is Saturday, April 28th, and there isn't one part of me that isn't completely excited.

however...i need another job...suggestions?  

I'm very frustrated with my dad right now...and linda for that matter. after all of these years they are just now starting to treat me like a kid ( Read more... )

sometimes its just nice to know that you can cry and people won't get scared...

well...everyone but cigan...

thanks for caring shelby

this is really emo but

i wish sometimes i could just keep on smiling so that people would think that everything's ok.

Mrs. Webb in "Our Town"

sweet