I wish you would actually care.
I wish you would show some appreciation for what others do for you, but you don't and probably never will..

I guess I will have to find something to do about it..or live with it..

::sigh::

-Meriel...

I think that if I am legible, I am going to be an officer in the Coast Guard. It has me thinking. I go to school, they pay for it for 4 years, and I join Coast Guard as officer. It is a pretty decent option.

I can't believe that I got the girl I really really really didn't want to get. I know I am going to shoot myself. Maybe there is a way to change it..Fuck, maybe it won't be that bad ( Read more... )

> >Pedro was trying to get into the US Legally through Immigration ( Read more... )

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♥ Meriel...

Today wasn't bad at all. Quite good actually ( Read more... )

Lately everything has been bad..
Really bad.
Last night was bad.
Today is going to be bad. ..I can just tell.
And I know that it will get better, but get bad again..

I just want to sit and talk to you, but when I get the chance, everything leaves my head, and not one word can come out.

-Meriel..

Nothing new latley.
Same old stuff.
My life has been a complete drag lately. I think it is because I am anticipating the moment of walking across the stage, grabbing my diploma, and fleeing off.
I can't wait for that moment of just knowing that school is over.

Meriel Erinn Smith's Aliases

Your movie star name: Cookie James

Your fashion designer name is Meriel Paris

Your socialite name is Princess Miami

Your fly girl / guy name is M Smi

Your detective name is Kitty Massey Hill

Your barfly name is Toast Corona

Your soap opera name is Erinn Brunswick

Your rock star name is Reeses Rocket
Your star ( Read more... )

well I am here ( Read more... )