*sigh*...i turned 20 today. what a day full of emotions. it was a great bday...but very very emotional and i'm not quite sure why. it's crazy when you actually feel older. it's a good thing i guess. there's so much in my life that i need to straighten out that it's kind of intimidating sometimes. so much change so much change. it was wonderful to ( Read more... )

i feel so pathetic...i haven't talked to him in like a day-ish and i miss him like crazy. mep mep mep. *sigh* i wish things weren't so crazy around here all the time. and i wish that i could see him right now. happy easter.

I made one of the biggest decisions i could possibly make in my life last night...and I am feeling super excited about it. heh. i feel the time is right...better than i had ever expected it to be *sigh*...i can't wait....

i think this spring break tops the charts....for many many odd reasons. I am so exhausted from everything, but somehow i feel really happy and hopeful. We'll see where the future takes us ;)

you are my sunshine...
:D

it is so nice outside...so nice that i decided to forget about all the hw and stuff i have to do and just write. i miss having nothing to do. heh

this weekend was one of the most amazing weekends ever...the weird thing is that nothing really big or extraordinary happened. and with so much crap going on around me i completely forgot that i was capable of enjoying life. heh. i never knew that sleeping next to someone could be so...i can't find the right words. what a fun fun weekend. xoxo

I've ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder...

Wow...I am so incredibly excited for my RDG 334 (children's literature) class. I absolutely love the lady that's teaching it because she is so passionate about the topic. And today we practiced our "bad/evil character" voices and our "geeky/nerdy character" voices. hehe *sigh* this is definitely the perfect career for me...there's so much that goes ( Read more... )

Well I haven't written in here in a while....so a new year has started. and let me tell you it started out pretty good. lots of dancing and laughing and hugging the ones that i love the most. heh. classes started today and i'm not sure how i feel about my schedule. everything is so...scattered...kinda, i don't know i just feel like i'm not even ( Read more... )