this summer has brought so many unexpected things...most of them good. i don't think i've ever grown this much or learned so much about myself. i'm excited for this next semester and everything that it will bring. i absolutely LOVE my job and seriously cannot wait to be a teacher. i KNOW that this is exactly what i want to do with the rest of my ( Read more... )

I...am....tired....baaaah. I went to disneyland this weekend with my cousin and her husband and kids this weekend. they are visiting from mexico and it's been so nice to see family from over there. yay. so that was lots and lots of fun. and i just got home from my first day of work at Kindercare. I absolutely looooved it. yay x 2. I am the ( Read more... )

I'm going to Disneyland today!!!!! whoooo....heh. I <3 you. 1/2 breaks are much better than anything else i've ever tried. *nods*

Today I start from the very bottom and slowly build my way to the top. Breaks...and opportunities...and new beginnings...

So...I had one of the biggest breakdowns in history this morning...in front of my mother...I actually snapped at her and made her cry. So, she's making an appt with a psychologist. Good?

-mardy is leaving for wisconsin today ( Read more... )

I cannot believe how much I miss my Mardy John right now...and it's barely been a week. *sigh* I really really really wanted him to be back by tomorrow so we could go see the fireworks just like last year. But that's ok. Not really anybody's fault at all. How I wish he was here right now...i thought i had reached the highest point in that "I miss ( Read more... )

every now and then there are those moments in which nothing else matters...when all you've suffered, cried, laughed, smiled just become part of another day...when the wind blows past your face and you realize that it's all the same. yesterday, today, tomorrow...all the same :)

i miss you xoxo

i'm so tired of people and the dissappointment that they bring. when will it ever end? so the mother and henry are not getting divorced...*pulls out hair* i'm so incredibly tired of all of this. he moved back in tonight...it's a good thing that i'm not home right now otherwise i'd do something really stupid. i'm so tired of their drama and their ( Read more... )

It's been hard these past couple of months...with everything. you would think that everything would settle down, that this whole emotional roller coaster would end, but it just keeps getting worse. i turned 19 last weekend...i got a new car for my bday :) i wanted a puppy but a car works. heh. i had a bday party on sunday...i really do love my ( Read more... )