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eliza.. where were u 2day? i had a letter 4 u and u werent even there to recieve it.. well explanation please. lol. i think im going to byron bay 2moro so im excited me mum n dave, yay so i wont b at skool 2moro thursday but i have 2 b back 4 work thursday night and i might b at skool on friday but no plans depends on the weather. so yeh im having
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"IM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING. I JUST WANNA SLEEP ALL THE TIME SO I DONT HAVE TO FACE THE SHIT....."
thats not good. thats the kind of thing i was saying and still am saying. i dont want to see you turn out like me. i dont want you to fall so low you cant get back up ok? coz unlike me at the time when i was falling. you have people (well me) who can see that your not ok and i care. and im not going to just sit and watch you go downwards ok?
and you just letting everything go past and you dont care.. ive been there too and i know how shit it feels. i just dont want you to start doing anything stupid like me ok.
YOU ARE STRONG! you can and will make it through this. i know you will. and i am ALWAYS here for you.
<3 me
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thank u so much 4 being my rock i apprriceate it soo much. i dont wanna feel like this but i cant even help it anymore. i wanna care i just cant. plus aswell having a secret from all the world except you n nikki hurts. i just want to cry sooo much but im afriad if i start ill never stop.. but maybe u have 2 hit rock bottom b4 u can start coming back up? i dunno anymore Eliza, life has changed, i used to think it was so wonderful and special and thought so mmuch of it now i dont give a fuck about anything except 4 u and nikki and the few friends i have down the bottom. i just i dunno.. no words can explain. but thank you so much for being a true friend and seeing through my happy act and for helping me and listening everything ive told these last few weeks i havent told any1 at all and u listened and helped so much thank you so much ill never forget how wonderful you have been and im sorry if there were times i wasnt there for you if i could change that i would. but yeh thanks so much
love always Em xx
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