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[happyness4eva]

well my time at byron bay was fucking awesome!! i had a great ole time just hanging round meeting people playing pool it was good and all my troubles were left at the door and no1 made me feel down so it was good a great time to reflect upon self. im sick of pretending im ok cos fuck im not and i no that. losing a person that you thought would be

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[dookie_182]

i know what u mean when u say that they mite have been in a similar situation but it doesnt mean its the same...im sick of it all too. if they value their friendships so much and they are such good friends they would at least hav the decentcy to say it to their face. im so close to just snapping at them, i swear if they dog me once more or something im gonna skitz up so bad coz im sick of them acting like they dont know im shitty at them. they all need to just fucking wake up..
<3 luv ya

[happyness4eva]

all i have to say is;
rEaL fRiEnDs NeVeR jUdGe........................................

[dookie_182]

uh huh...

[dookie_182]

i got a poem for you!!!!
im sorry
for all the mean things i might have said
im sorry
for all the mean things i did or didnt do
im sorry
if i ever ignored you
im sorry
if i ever made you feel bad or put you down
im sorry
if i ever thought i was bigger or better than you
i love you
dont forget that, through the bad times and the good, ill always be here for you
im sorry
for everything wrong that i have ever done

i luv ya <3

[happyness4eva]

omg.did u write that? or just copied it? you dnt have 2 b sorry.lol

[dookie_182]

i just copied it. i no i dont HAVE to be sorry, but i am. :)
<3

ummmm

[pinkglitter182]

you know what i have alot to say but you guys honestly dont understand alot and think u know whats going on but you dont... and im in a really really crap mood right now so im not going to even bother arguing with everything you and eliza said.

Re: ummmm

[happyness4eva]

i never sed i new wat was going on cos i dont no wats going on wid u and the others all i no is how u's r making me feel and how i feel and i no how eliza feels. im in a shit mood aswell. and if u have so much to say then say it id rather hear it from u than sum1 else...

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[pinkglitter182]

emma i dont want to fucking fight with you i really am not in the mood today ok... i dont want to fight with you at all and ok your upset WHY DONT U JUST TELL ME WHY you cant fucking complain i dont care how u feel when U WONT EVEN SIT DOWN AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT.... and i mean u and eliza dont really have any idea about what people say to their faces and behind backs because u really shouldnt genralize.... and i said exactly what i thought about u being sad its in the letter book which rennae will give u on monday and i dont care who told u whatever me and rennae supposedly said but i bet it was probably eliza and u no what i seriouslyt think that u should stop taking someone elses word for what someone says and actually hear it from their face before you go and skitz up about it.

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[happyness4eva]

u think im doing all this just 4 a fight. the thing is i CANT talk to u because i dont know where i stand with u..im glad u wrote wat u thought in the letter book.and so wat.. its alright 4 u 2 skitz up at any1 u like tell them how u feel but as soon as some1 does something u dnt like. its not ok?? emma i dont wanna b like this to u..u say yeh it works both ways.. ive came down hardely ecknowledged by any1 apart from u.(which im thankful 4) and u no wat i hate it that im not good enough anymore.. but fuck what changed. i mean no im not perfect im sorry i cant control my emotions i wish so much this last month never happened. to tell u the truth with out arlie being my friend has changed me so much... every1 has down times im having mine. just like ur having a shitty day. but at least u know ur bestest friend in the world (jess) would never leave ur side.....

[happyness4eva]

no thw whole thing isnt about arlie.. some yes but not all i will tell u wen everything is back to normal. right now is just crazy. im sorry 4 "picking on u"..maybe i shouldnt of said that about u n rennae but the thing is that i was fairly sure u's were gonna say that. and yes i soo want to be the happy carefree em aswell and i will be as soon as i no u guys let me be apart of the gang again..like not saying u kicked me out or anything just like treat me like u's used to. like knowing that i have all u girls will help me so much to get ova all this other shit. Em, im so sorry 4 being like that to u yesterday, i never wanted that to happen between me and u and because ok i know i have over reacted bout some things involved and i didnt want it pointed straight at me,and i just dont want anything to cpme between me and u. i really am sorry. can u forgive and forget?? i hope your problems are going ok... on a happier note. i got my photos developed and there was a few photos of first instinct, i can bring em 2 skool on monday is u wanna

[pinkglitter182]

we did let u be a part of the gang again we neveer kicked u out.... and rennae wrote u a big letter saying that in that letter book last week and it seemed like u pretty much said i dont care anymore..... im not angry at u em.... but i dont think u should believe what other people say i say........... BIRNG THE PHOTOES!!!! :D i just want u to know u can talk 2 me whenever u need to :)

[happyness4eva]

i know u's didnt kick me out.. i just kinda wanted 2 say but i didnt explain it properly was that.. just because she thought it was time to patch things up doesnt mean she can click her fingers and everything is perfect. im sorry for making all u's feel like shit or howeva i made you's feel. and im feeling so much better today i think having last week off gave me space to sit and think and realise that what i thought you's were doing wasnt what it was it was me putting myself in that position, that probs doesnt make sense to you guys but it does to me. yes i know i shouldnt believe everything every1 tells me.. look where its got me. ill bring the photos 4 ya 2moro i promise and thanks 4 saying i can talk to you whenever that means heaps and u know you can talk to me if you want about anything.. oh and i have a bone to pick with US.. we need to start walking again i know its been me being slack but yeh im getting really unfit so if u want we should start walking and stuff again. im feeling so much better right now and i hope i feel