I'm doin alright jess woke me up last night to call to appologize. It really didn't make a difference if she did or if she didn't i'm done with it and whats done is done. I woke up this morning went to taylor to pay for a ticket i got awhile back and realized hat town sux. I always told myself that i wanted to grow up in the country but there were ( Read more... )

I want to say first off that i appologize to those who i have made affraid of me in the past few days. I don't regret what i have said and stand by it because that is what i felt at the time. Still though i appologize for scarying you for the deep and dark things i have said. I know most people that know me or know of me would never think i could ( Read more... )

I hate unfulfilled appoligies ecspecially when they are brought up but can't be returned face to face. I'm blind in an ever darkening foolish world that i am forced to walk through daily. I burn for another hit, a hit that will push me over so i have reason to not get up this time around. I wan that pain and welcome it with open arms with an ( Read more... )

I feel so betrayed and passed over. When pours it rains right ( Read more... )

Still feel a lil tweaked out but i'm hopin for the best I appreciate everyones support and will towards me. Anything and eveything that you can tell me about that night will help in the long run ( Read more... )

My heart and soul burns with guilt and sin please God save me from my own destruction.

I know change isn't easy and isn't something that will happen over night but i will remain consistent with my battle and have open arms to welcome it.

So bring it on

I'm so ashamed in myself ( Read more... )

I wouldn't say drunk just buzzed farely well, cause rember i don't get drunk anymore ( Read more... )

Storms are so awesome!!

I love it when the thunder pans from the left to the right and the lightning fills the sky with pink fire some of the most beautiful things in life are made naturally just open your eyes and don't look so hard for the obvious. Relax and let it come into you.