I"m so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the little things in life eat at me and melt away the my exterior like cotton
candy

I have come to realize how much someone means to me ( Read more... )

sitting at the casa listening to opera while mike and joyce eats....

missing her...

Time passes ( Read more... )

I hate this feeling...

a feeling I have felt many times before

emptiness

but, it's differnt.

I found freedom
and I'm already feeling the pain
a new pain
I'm scared, yet excited for going through something for the first time.

Work will kill me tomorrow.

I fell into a hole....

stranded, left to myself

self inflicted......

Now, I found what I WAS LOOKING FOR...
but, it requires me climbing out...
stepping into a world that I don't know of...

A world where the happiness lies

A world where pain awaits

to tangle me in my own veins beating passions of love....

love

what a strange thing

an open flame.....

The past month has been rough ...
drama drama drama
accidents
sicknesseeeeeeeeeeees

loveI noticed myself kissing all the wrong people ( Read more... )

I sit here alone ( Read more... )

Work is driving me insane ( Read more... )

well spending time in the hospital sucks.

finding out you have an 85% chance of having a fatal....

well, I'm out of work for awhile

taking a lot of pills...

Got into a miscommunication with my ex boyfriend
it wasn't that serious
I don't even understand the point...
sigh

Mik----ay, your #1.

Dave,
thank you
from the bottom of my heart.