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is it weird to make pancakes just for yourself -
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got a job at my favorite bakery!!!
it's a co-op so i'm sticking around for a while, i guess.
and sticky buns.
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the kitten that lives in my house is rolling in the dirt of the vegetable garden and my housemates are laughing and i want to ignore all the real stuff right now -
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i have a fucked up habit of turning my phone off and ditching appointments lately. i have been reading a lot of 'adult children of alcoholics' material (aka pdfs.) and i think it's turning me into a shittier person, like i finally found a pretense to be even more irresponsible (or hyper-responsible?) than i was before. ew, whatever. complicated. my ( Read more... ) -
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two members of our band are indefinitely leaving this week--one tomorrow and another (who is also my best friend r.) on friday. taking to the road, this seems to be the summer when everyone is traveling. it's worrisome because we have a show next week at el-rio and it will be all the more terrifying to be without drummer or guitar player ( Read more... ) -
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life is sad n dysfunctional around these here parts of south side berkeley. ma got home finally yesterday, is now spending all her time in her room with the door closed and the blinds shut. she tells me on an hourly basis "to stop running [her] life" and insists that if i am to continue such behavior, she will lock herself in her room forever. we ( Read more... ) -
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sad sad sad life is changing in scary ways still ( Read more... ) -
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i gotta job sellin fancy (BUT AFFORDABLE) tartes, pates, croissants, beef dishes to north berkeley yuppies. it might be full time which will be scary, because will i have the energy to do such things when my mom is in such bad and unstable shape?? idk, why does victoy have to come during shitty times. who knows. arhhg.
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