Have you ever had one of those days or times when it seems like everything does not make sense? For some reason, today is one of those days for me. I am not quite sure what we are suppose to do in life. One minute I find it completely gratifying and the next minute is seems like everything is taken away. I am just not sure what I am doing with ( Read more... )

I can honestly say that I highly doubt that I will ever have a "best friend"; I think that as soon as I make that title known it's almost instantly taken away from me. The end.

I am really tired of this. Fine, do whatever the hell you want and be friends with who ever the hell you want BUT don't fucking treat me like shit. Even worse, don't call me your fucking best friend and screw me over or treat me like I am last. I can deal with not being your "best" friend...  I really can, but I cannot deal with believing you and I ( Read more... )

I am kind of disappointed with life in general right now... blah. I am hoping it will pass soon because I am really annoyed.

Last night Chris had a going away party for him and Ben because they will be heading off to Washington soon. At first I wasn't going to go because I wasn't sure how it was going to be with basically everyone there. Well, I am sooooooooooooooo glad that I went. I had a blast, right Brianne? *sigh* Another good time to keep in the memory bank. I am ( Read more... )

I thought that I would be up at Central by now and, although, my belongings are in my apartment I am not. *tear* I was suppose to go up when Victor was (today) because I do not have a car but Victor's plans have changed and now I don't know when he or I are going up there. Plus, Corey was suppose to come up this weekend but it's starting to look ( Read more... )

I am thoroughly confused on my account situation. According to my “Current Statement” I need to pay $2,498.00 by September 01, 2006 because I have a balance of $3,798.00 minus my Pell Grant Estimate of $1,300.00. However, my “Account Status” confirms that I have the Pell Grant Estimate of $1,300.00 AND Federal Direct Subsidized Loan Estimate of $2, ( Read more... )

Finally, April and I have a roommate for this coming year. It has been a total mess ever since we found out that our original roommate was not going to be coming back to Central. We've tried to fill the spot but it just never seemed to work out BUT now my friend Justin is going to be living with us. (YAY!) I am elated that we finally have a ( Read more... )

Why is it that every time I think I know someone I am shown otherwise? I am tired of being disappointed. It's pathetic but I really do not think my expectations are that high. It's driving me absolutely crazy! All I want to do is give in... I refuse to. Grrr!!

I read this today in Seventeen (July 2006) AND I swear it's the truth...:
"the cheapskate ( Read more... )

I am really glad I decided to go back to Kroger. At first I was resistant on working another summer in a grocery store but then I found out I didn't need to go through training again AND some of the people that I met last summer are still working there (Sean, Megan, and Becky). I never thought I would be missed my Kroger co-workers. lol ( Read more... )