i can't believe that since the last time i've been able to check my friend's page, which was a few days ago, and now, nobody has posted. at all. i believe we're getting bored with all this livejournal stuff ( Read more... )

x your confessions: when you repost erase the x's that were there before ( Read more... )

so really good things have been happening to me. its so weird. first, st.joe's offers me a loooootttt of money to go to their school. then, i sang at the stone pony. now, i won the advertising contest.

so in case anyone was wondering, my show went awesome. i was so nervous, singing at the STONE PONY, but as soon as I started singing, everything ( Read more... )

For anyone who has doubts, who is afraid of taking chances, who wants to focus only on their work… why? We are teenagers, this is the only time in our lives where we can be ridiculous and not have to explain ourselves. We can be selfish and unafraid and crazy, with the simple excuse that we are teenagers. And it’ll be accepted, because we’re ( Read more... )

starlet is one of the most beautiful ideas i can think of. I think of 1950's movie star young girl innocence. Of everyone wishing, not to be that girl, but to be able to personally know and love her. It also conjures images of being jaded, becoming corrupt, losing that innocence. A catalyst which is beautiful in the breakdown. Through it all of ( Read more... )

what are you afraid of? are you scared that you'll find just what you want? just what you need? are you afraid of joy without pain, love without heartache?

fear is a funny thing. if you submerse yourself in what you're afraid of, the fear lessens a bit. walking in the dark isn't as scary as walking in the dark with a light, because you become part ( Read more... )

really, that's all i've ever wanted. someone to dance with me, literally and figuratively. dancing is everything that love should be: slow and sweet, fast and lusty, wild and free. Or like that feeling you get when you go running for the first time in a while. that achy, burning, triumphant, adrenaline feeling. where it hurts crazy good and you ( Read more... )

...but if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need

last night was AMAZING! Ryan, Kevin, Jon, Adam, and I went to see Jody's band perform at the Stone Pony. Holyyy crap. That's all I have to say. Jody is soooo incredible. How did I get so lucky to have her for a teacher? So talented. Holy crap.

I also discovered that there is ( Read more... )

i love my loro and ryan more than words can say. we had the best saturday night: bowling in Howell then sleepover at loro's casa. crazy highlights of the evening:

- (driving under an overpass on the highway) Me and Ryan: hey! the rain stopped!

- the little kid with the sheet scaring the crap out of me

- Bowling Man: Lane for Megan! (we walk up) Are ( Read more... )

it is rainy and disgusting and i feel rainy and disgusting. i am confused and i swear i never meant to hurt you, i just dont know why you're mad. you make me question myself and things that i was sure of.

as i slowly sip this drink, i think about my lack of future, and all the places i could learn to fall in love