freakin crap

[hardcore_4_god]

I just freakin hate life right now, i'm in a bad mood and i'm freakin super depressed i just want to die. I'm sorry but i really feel that way. i hate to say it but i catch myself thinkin if only i had succeeded 2 years ago, but then i wouldn't of known God and i'm so happy for that and God is nothing but amazing to me and i love him so much but i'

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[greatestlove]

Jeremy- I love you so much and I truly wish there was something I can say to make you feel better but I can't all I can tell is that you are beautiful and they day I met you was one of the best days of my life for almost 2 years you have been there for me and I will never be able to start to express my grattitude for you and your heart. You are a special being to me and a very special being to God it broke my heart last night to hear you so upset on the phone I have to go to work but we are soooo hanging out tonight. And you are not a dork you are the coolest guy I know

I LOVE YOU
stacie

[hearmyprayers]

i know how it feels when people make you feel like crap. yeah, right now that is something that is making me supper upset. jeremy...i am praying for you...i am always here to talk to....i will give you a supper hug. and never let go.....spiritually i mean...cause i know you will eventually have to go to work. hahah...i love you jerm...bye

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[beliberated]

my dearest jeremey...

first of all i want to say...the depression thing...i know you and several other people, including myself, that goes through this. dude, i know when im in that state of mind that i cant control and i want to die. i want to just feel nothing, be with God, and just not have to feel rejection, uglyness, despair, anguish...whatever...you name it. but the best feeling ever is when God answers your prayers and you feel relieved.

JEREMEY...listen to me right now. GOD IS NEVER GOING TO GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU CANNOT HANDLE. dont forget that.

onto the second part...
jeremey...when im hanging out with people...we always say, "ohh...whats jeremy up to? we should call him." people love you...you have to understand this...you are such a fun person to be around...and youre up for any adventure wich is so encouraging!! we all love you so much jeremey...you are my big brother!! we were seperated at birth...

i will surely keep you in my prayers my love...

[deadlylove]

i love you jeremy.
im praying for you.

[icrysanctify]

Jeremy I love you. God knows how perfect you are and anyone who knows you, really knows you, can see it. I don't see how you can hate yourself that much when we love you so much! I Do know, however, how it feels to be so alone, alone with the person you hate the most, yourself. I've been there, we probably all have and please believe me when i say it is all Satan. God doesn't want you to feel that way...I'll be praying that He gives you peace. In the mean time hang in there my sweet little brother cuz a lot of us need you.
~Lauren