There are so many things in my life, that I can not change. It makes me sad. More so numb then sad, kinda like a catatonic state. Some things I can accept, some things I can't. There are so many things I could be angry at, but there really isn't any point. Between crying, and lack of sleep, there is no extra time for having a fit on life. I don't ( Read more... )

It's 6:30 in the morning. I'm talking with Elizabeth, shes the only person online.I feel really sick this morning.

I see Erin tomorrow. Oh god I hope I see her...

Yesterday felt like the most life changing day I've ever lived. I've seen so many things in so many new lights. Then I don't know what happened.

I've been up puking and stressed all night.
I'm in love.

I sat one day, amidst the world in my room, sketching with shotty coal. This work became a masterpiece of my mind. I was drawn to scribble the word hate along the top of the page. It was one of those unforeseeable urges, the kind where you see something and you just know it's right. That word hate,in bold black, became the header for an unexplained ( Read more... )

Sooooo. I wasn't supposed to work today, then I was called in. No problem, I really didn't want to go in, but when your being paid for it over time,It seems alright.So I get ready for work, and 5 minutes before I am supposed to leave, my boss calls and tells me she convinced another piercing artist to come in. So now I am annoyed, cause an hour ago ( Read more... )

So I got two kittens. Look at my two Kittens

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I feel like I am slipping in and out of reality somewhere between living and dead. My head is heavy and my feet are cement.
I feel like I am on drugs, though I haven't done any drugs. Where did this come from?