i never wanted it to happen this way

he was my everything

tomarow is going to be so hard
waking up to a wet pillow
having to wake up without a wake up call
having no one to bitch to about the stupid customers

but hey
i've done it before
this can only make me stronger

right?

jaylee where the fuck are you when i need you the most?

everything seems to be falling apart

you ever feel like your walking in a pitch black room trying to find a door or at least a wall and all you do is stumble and never reach what you need

i feel like that

i cant find the light

"i  havent talked to you in 5 months, and the first this you have to tell me is this....yea i am disappointed...."

and all i could do was cry because  i knew it was coming and i was dreading it.

she knew she was gonna be the downfall of us ( Read more... )

every onunce of me is starting to fall apart ( Read more... )

i've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and sometimes i even make the same mistake twice ( Read more... )

i heard this song and it made me think of Kayla

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/thursday/understandinginacarcrash.html

there are not enough words in the english dictionary to explain the hate i have for him right now at this exact moment

this puzzle is incomplete

I just dont know what to think about anything anymore