Hello old friend. I spent hours last night reading over all my old posts.. Again. It's a pretty common thought that people cannot change.. I'd have to disagree based on my own life. The words that I previously wrote seem to be written by a complete stranger. With that being said.. It's about time I write again ( Read more... )

I always go into sticky situations thinking that I can come out of them not all glued together. I'm all tangled up & I need to get out - But that doesn't necessarily mean that I WANT to get out ( Read more... )

• I'm angry for you. I'm angry at him. I wish I could say or do more - But I just don't know how to handle this. I'm so thankful to have you and that after everything we've been through you still feel like you can confide in me. I'm here for you - Anytime you need me.
• I'm not trying to lie to you or to hide things from you. But I gotta do things ( Read more... )

Wow. I still have a LiveJournal. I just spent the better part of an hour going through old posts.. Reliving my past. It's funny how I've come so far.. Yet at the same time I feel like I haven't changed much at all ( Read more... )

Don't even trip..
Cause youre down to get split, BITCH!

Im indifferent.

Fuck me?
Fuck you.

All I did today was think about you.

I knew that tonight was make or break..
I was worried.

There's some shows coming up..
Yours is one of them.

She wanted to listen to POD..
It made me happysad.

I came across that cd in my car..
Maybe the cd sucks..
But I thought about that song.

I heard my song on the radio..
The one I never had you listen to.

We talked ( Read more... )

Back to square one.

No clue what's going on.
Where Im headed.
What Im going to do.

Its unsettling.
Everything about my life is unsettling.

But then again everyday is an adventure.

Optomism?
Pessimism?

Haha..
Im one fucked up chicka!

Strength.
Depth.
Emotion.
Intelligence.
Sincerity.
Vision.
Humor.

Butterflies.

So last night I was talking to my mom.. She made the comment that she was worried about me. I think she thinks that Im going to either.. a) spend the rest of my life alone.. b) decide that I want to be with Chad again.. OR c) turn into a lesbian.

Although spending the rest of my life alone does seem to be appealing at times none of these are the ( Read more... )

Gwinn Island was the fucking shit this year.
Its the shit every year.
But this year topped them all.

Im in love with the island.
Im in love with Misti.
Im in love with our new friends from Shelbyville.

Why do I have to meet boys that are the shit but live so far away?
I met a boy.
Christopher.
He was awesomeness.
I hope we continue to hang out.
Liz would be ( Read more... )