Went to my arraignment hearing last week. I have been issued a restraining order. I am not allowed to come within 300 yards of Ryan. I cannot talk, write, email or have someone else talk to him for me. Funny thing is, I am not the one that has been calling every 3-4 days, he is ( Read more... )

Pomona Fairplex July 8th ( Read more... )

Well, I'm going to court April 25th. YEAH ( Read more... )

So, yeah, I havent written in awhile. My birthday in SF was ok. The night before I left my boss had a show at houge barmicheals. At midnight i was 21 so they let me drink. I had a double shot of 3 wise men, buttery nipple, jack daniels and patrone silver, all in about 2 min. Then a modouri sour after that. I threw up all night and all morning, and ( Read more... )

ANYONE WANNA GO TO SAN FRANCISCO WITH ME????
I'M GOING MARCH 9TH 10TH 11TH AND 12TH. YES THAT WOULD BE NEXT WEEKEND. I'M STAYING AT A FRIENDS SO THERE IS NO HOTEL MONIES NEEDED. IM TURNING 21! YEAH SO LET ME KNOW K.

Well, I am no longer with someone. He hurt in me ways I will never understand. I worried about him driving home drunk. I went to check if he'd gotten home safe. When I drove up to his driveway, he was with another. Her kind words of sympathy were "Go home you fucking psycho. He's with me now cant you understand he doesnat want you anymore." Hmmmm, ( Read more... )

well, im not about to spill all the beans just yet, but i will say this I am currently single and have finally been to jail in my life time. well talk later

hopefully now ill write more often i have so much to tell next entry

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Sometimes I look at my current relationship and wonder I’m in it at all. I can’t stand the things he does. I can’t stand the things he says. He angers me more than anyone else. He makes me wanna crash cars and take pills. But no matter how angry I get, somehow I still love him. I want to leave him though. Why? If I love him, anger shouldn’t matter ( Read more... )