just to think of 2 years ago at this time freaks me out. everything is changing, and i dont know if it is for the better or worse. will i ever know? did i make a huge mistake and screw up my life? ugh, idk. everytime i think i am moving on, i go back to what i started out with. it's frustrating.

someone. save me.

yo

i don't even know

i relly always wanted to see this kid again

but now i can't.

i don't know what to do.

my very good old friend adam committed suicide yesterday.

please someone help me. waht should i do??

[Jul. 21st, 2004|03:48 am ( Read more... )

you

aren't

worth

a

"fuck you"

thats the last time u make me cry..

i deserve better

Last christmas, i gave you my heart..but the very next day, you gave it away. This year to save me from tears, i'll give it to someone special.

i am fucked the fuck up

maggie "i want that 1/4 of a beer.. is it too old ot be moldy?"

"wow im so glad i didint drink that"

haha

grrr

3eb is really good

someone hang ou iwth me n maggie were bored =)

so ive been thinking ( Read more... )

cant someone send a disaster clean up crew over my way ( Read more... )

school is ok...brian is in my math class.

n im actually gunna go thlum renunionis year.

i dont even kno, im kinda drunk so

tomorrow is the asylum renuinon..so me n cara r goin

peace

i start school wednsday

saturday i had a panic attack n left work

it sucked
it didnt go away for hours

=(

i wish i wasnt so alone
eveyone has someone else
tara has mike
and cara has justin

n theres no one else.

maybe ill make frineds in school

yeh