Fighting Blindly 1/30/06

Sometimes when you feel down little things make you feel good. Sorry about my last few post! They were not meant for everyone just some. Hearing on a somewhat regular basis is always fun. Victoria thanks for all of your post they have helped more than you probably know! I really hope we can all go out soon. I really like the idea of the sun ( Read more... )

Where do i really belong??? all i know is that know matter where i am or what i am doing only one person really has my back!!! I love her for that. I have been missing some people lately then i figure why should i do that they don't give two squirts about me i guess they where never real friends anyway. So i am done thinking or caring about you ( Read more... )

next time i see him if he says one word or does one thing out of place i am going to go off. I can not stand him. He would have to be the person i dislike the most out of the whole world. why is he still here

Wow I am watching this sweet 16 show on mtv i know i am lame but watching these spoiled bitches cry because they didn't get the $10,000 dollar dress or the $75,000 car they wanted makes my heart jump for joy. It makes me smile to watch them cry because their daddies took their $20,000 a month credit card away. Hahahaha that sux to be you. I ( Read more... )

Hey everybody i know i never seem to post anymore but what can you do??? I am doing really good classes are going well and so is work. Not alot going on other than that. I am excited that on friday night i get to go see big bad voodoo daddies it should be a blast!!! I have been listening to alot of swing music lately and then i found out they ( Read more... )

To those I have hurt, I am sorry! I made a mistake i am only human but if it is easier to blow it off like nothing than it is to say i forgive even if i can't forget, i guess that is what you gotta do! Each to there own!!! I just wanted to let you know how I felt and get it off my chest. So i wish you nothing but the best in life! I will ( Read more... )

I try to give everyone the benifit of the doubt or atleast i like to think i do but sometimes with the way i feel i can't believe i haven't gone to jail for beating the crap out of someone!!! for example let me give you an example a random screen name popped up on my buddy list and here is what their away message said today ( Read more... )

I am tired of living here i am tired of being 21 and being told what to do all the time. Sometimes i feel like someone addicted to crack in a way. I know it is weird but work with me. My house is like crack it is something that i don't want to be around anymore i want to break free from it and be out on my own not needing to rely on it every ( Read more... )

I am sitting here listening to my girlfriend and her friends have a bible study. It makes feel good but for some reason i feel wierd just sitting here. I don't know why it is just kind of wierd. Also i am wanting to move out of my house soon hopefully maybe in may!!! we will see if the guy i might be moving in with will go through with it if ( Read more... )