I have a job interview tomorrow at Scotty Bs.
I went from being insanely excited to really nervous.

I've never had a job interview.
I don't know what I'm suposed to wear, or say, or anything.\
Advice?
Oh god, wish me luck.

I've decided I'm putting myself in consuling really soon.

It's weird how one person can contribute so much to my depression.
I really believe I'm actually going to kill myself one day.

"why is it that allways the only things you want the most are the hardest to get.
we all remain competative, emotional creatures.
no matter how much we attempt to aviod it.
life is rather confusing.
we strive so hard to get material crap.
most of us are too caught up in our possessions to realize the beautiful relationships that God has granted us in ( Read more... )

You peice of shit, lying, greedy assed thiefs.
Fuck you.
You've completely screwed us over.

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Umm to anyone who cares about when I go into labor or whatev.
Because chances are you wont get a phone call like some of you expect because that'll be the last thing on Trace or mine's mind.

So, doctor appointment today basicly concluded that my cervix hasn't dialated yet.
So I check into the hospital FRIDAY 8:PM to be given meds to open my cervix ( Read more... )

I haven't dyed my hair since June!
& Haven't cut it since March!!


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CHRISTMAS IS COMING.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING.
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!

&&& Action is comingggggggggg, soon.

I have nothing of importance to say.

I sure hope baby Action is cute.

I'm in an absolutely terrible mood ( Read more... )