dear god, if hes really meant for me, i want the courage to be all that he needs. if hes not meant for me, i do not want to force anything. i acknowledge that non of my past rships worked out because i was forcing it. nobody taught me that i shudnt force it, that theres a divine timing. i let my impatience stubborness and ego run amok in the past ( Read more... )

那一天你走进了我的生命

谢谢你成为了我的几分之几

闭上眼睛也能看见你

晴朗的夜空

就算犯错 你仍温柔对我

就算停留 还有你和夜空

I will keep banging my head on the wall and in fact I’m happy to know that I haven’t given up.
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i cant take this anymore.

how many more times must i go thru this?

i dont want to feel any emotions.

i wish i was brave enough to end it all.

大爱 means that

(1) someone doesnt like you or someone speaks ill of you, yet you still show care and concern towards the person disregarding how he sees you.

(2) if you know someone is ill-natured or u know he has ill-intentions, yet u still treat him as friend and give him love as a friend, u find out why he behaves like that. etc etc. not cut ( Read more... )

A fun activity for a date.

https://www.thesaberauthority.com/products/drop-in-session-sabers-provided?variant=1152053772308

This looks fun isn’t it? Then if we quarrel and fight next time, at least we know how to fight ( Read more... )

after u blocked me, fate arranged for us to meet at keybox. I was so relieved to see you. When I saw you cry, i told myself, I wud rather feel the pain myself then to see u like this.

We had a good talk. When U told me that u said those words to purposely agitate me, I felt better. At least that’s not really what u think of me. Then u surprised me ( Read more... )

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A big relief for now.

We don’t know what will happen 2 weeks from now. I am counting my blessings every day, knowing that you are not in physical pain.

Truth be told, I’m amazed at how I could agree with you and how u see yourself in the spiritual world. but somehow it does make sense to me and if i were in your shoes, I would want to have someone ( Read more... )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCQfi9Wejio