I can't do this anymore...

[hardrocker88]

I feel like I'm dying.....
I want to die....
I know it wouldn't hurt anymore,
and I would be with the one person I need to see.
I just wish she was here,
I miss her so much.
It fucking sucks not having a sister to confide in,
have fights with,
and in the end make-up.
She's gone and I will never see her again....
until I die.
I just wish he would have done me

Comments

[kind_of_foolish]

I don't believe in god but here's a theory that makes sense,
at least to me.....

Maybe he chose her instead as a lesson.
Look at how many people miss her and need her
and want her back.
If he had taken you it would have been the same way.
Too many people missing you.
Wanting you here.
Needing you to be with them to give them advice.
Everything happens for a reason.
You may not know what that reason is at the time,
or even ever but you learn something from it.
I know the loses I have had are nothing compared to a sister.
But I lost two friends in the same car accident in 2002.
And I still don't see it's reason for happening,
other than it taught me to keep my friends close to me no matter what.
Your life has a purpose, even if you don't see it.
Feel better<3

[eviltemptress69]

I saw you listed as one of my friends. Do I know you?

I guess it doesn't matter. you seem like a cool person based on your entries. I was just wondering if you found me through a random search or whatnot.

[i_be_mmmbopin]

jerica...
i'm sorry you're feeling this way.
i know it's tough...
but since you've got my back, i've got yours
i'm always here

[contordedsoul]

Huni, I am here if you need to talk dear. Everything will work out. And people arent forgetting... There just coping with it. I havent forgotten and theres days i feel like letting go.. But you Do need to think about things.. Like your parents... they have already lost one daughter.. i know they dont want to loose you to. And Ron still loves you, i still love you :-p. ANNA still loves you. and thats just the ones i know heh, i dont know alot of your friends. But we care about you and want you ALIVE, i miss your funnyness, i hope everything works out Huni...I am here if you need someone.