hmm ... people all mad at me n all. just so you know .. i ate. i had oatmeal, a bowl of soup, and i'm about to eat dinner. i'm not lying, because what would i get out of that ( Read more... )

no more food watching/calorie counting info in this journal ( Read more... )

lakers lost to dallas by 16.

why the fuck not, nothing else has gone my way.

ninety calories. ninety fucking calories. added on to the million i've already consumed today. okay, obviously she's not going to let me get away with not eating anything. maybe if i just eat plain salad later at night, and say that's my dinner, or something. i don't know. i need to be very careful in counting calories, though. i don't want ( Read more... )

then she tried to get me to eat half of her sandwich. i said no about five times, and she goes, "come on, you need to eat, you need it more than me!" and i started screaming at her.

ohmygod. my mother just told me that a salad isn't enough to eat. i told her i had a really big lunch, that i'm not hungry. she made me force down a bowl of soup, and i feel sick to my stomach. i ate far, far too much tonight. i want to just throw it all up, get it out of my system. then i won't feel so nasty. i hate eating, i hate food. ( Read more... )

food is bad. food is bad. food is bad.

i'm not even hungry. it's great.

Mike595: lmfao = Licking My Fat Ass Over
Mike595: lol
beautiful harl0t: you're just nasty, michael.
beautiful harl0t: YOU NEED A HOBBY.
Mike595: LOL
Mike595: I have one
beautiful harl0t: jerking off?
Mike595: Sleep
beautiful harl0t: oh.
beautiful harl0t: close enough.
Mike595: Yea
Mike595: that to
Mike595: lol
Mike595: And whats your hobby again?
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i feel so, so disgusting.

just thinking about eating anything else makes me want to throw up.

that wouldn't be a half-bad idea. except my mother would hear me, and then slaughter me.

i just thought about milk sucks, looked at my ice cream, and got this awful, nauseating feeling in my stomach.