Chrysalis-Emergence

[harlenna]

After a few months of craziness (see depression due to a whole lotta piss poor circumstances) I have found out I can return to the greenhouse/farm job I worked this past spring and summer. Honestly, it's not a minute too soon. To say I was starting to go stir crazy is an understatement

Comments

[limbodog]

I'm glad that I'm able to help in some way, but I am very sorry that the help is in a form that is adding to your stress. Keep your head up. The bad parts will be coming to an end and things will be getting better soon.

[harlenna]

my dear, it is your generosity that enables alot of things to keep moving. which results in hope. that i do not like to owe people is a matter of pride, and pride is but a small thing to be discomfitted about. and smaller still when you realize how glad i am to receive your care.

the actual result of this loan means that i will be out of debt sooner than if i had kept my old car, and that is a huge blessing in and of itself. within two years time, a large portion of my debt will disappear, and if all goes as planned, i will not only completely own my car but that ownership will guarantee that the insurance company cannot do this again. that in and of itself is miraculous.

you are kind. you do more and more over the days to prove that to me, and i needed no convincing. i treasure your presence in my life, which is to say, you're stuck with me.

[lianatheodora]

I'm really happy for you!
And I understand about feeling very unhappy and being unable to really talk about it.
I'm very glad that you're past that stage!

[harlenna]

=-D thanks. me too. it feels odd, and great, to feel happy and hopeful.