Thu, Aug 23 2007 ( Read more... )

Today was shitty. Really fuckin shitty. My boyfriend and I got in ANOTHER fight last night. Made up, then today things got all shitty again and I dumped him cause he just can't seem to LIKE me. Sure he LOVES me... but he doesn't LIKE me so the love part doesn't even matter. I'm so upset rightnow, it's not even funny. So I ate WAY more than I should ( Read more... )

Mon, Aug 20 2007 ( Read more... )

So I was going to start a 3568 today (mod-ed 2468), but instead I slightly OD'ed on Exlax. Yes, I was stupid. I know. I got sent home from work and twitched, spasmed, and laid barely breathing on my bed all morning. Yeah. I'm that much of a retard. So I ate a bunch of bread and strawberries and drank a bunch of green tea and righted myself ( Read more... )

Weird- I ate the exact same number of calories today as I did yesterday ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to post my food log here everyday. Hopefully the embarrassment of a terrible day will be enough to keep me on tip top behavior for a while ( Read more... )

So I went and got some color remover to get the black out of my hair, and some new dye to color it with. Well the new dye didn't turn my hair the color it was supposed to. It turned it almost black (instead of strawberry blond). So now I am sitting here with more color remover on my head thanks to the nice people at Walgreen who took pity on my ( Read more... )

have not seen each other in a week. Well, yes, we have seen each other. Gazed blankly at each other as I walk by in the morning. Yet my feet have not hit its pale, cool surface due to the fear of what that scale may read ( Read more... )

I ate about four times what I usually eat today.

I know I gained weight.

I didn't even exercise.

I just ate.

Disgusting.

Stupid.

Ugly.

Fat.

me.

I'm back down to where I was before I stopped smoking. 148 TODAY!!!! WooT!


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