Been around this world so many times,
if you could only see my mind
I watch my secret heaven turn to hell.

Faith alone has guided me,
the ghost of my own destiny
I haven't even got a soul to sell

All the things I put me through,
I wouldn't wish my hell on you
you´ll never know whats going on inside.

Chorus:
Just another lonely broken hero
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So Erin and I go to the Alumni House today to try and get applications. We walk in, find Tim and start to talk to him. Come to find out he's not hireing freshmen. GRA!!!!! I don't know what I'm going to do now...

Well, as some of you know I will be turning 18 on November 6th. My uncle and aunt, being the kick-ass people they are, are arranging a "tattoo party" for me at a tattoo parlor in Middletown called Inflicting Ink ( Read more... )

Somehow...that was very fitting ( Read more... )

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So, I need to find a work-study job on campus. Everywhere I've looked so far doesn't have any room or they can't offer me the hours I need ( Read more... )

I GET TO SEE MY CHAD SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!He called me today, he never calls me. He told me he misses me, he rarely does that as well. It really made me giddy. I miss him so much. I just wish Saturday weren't so far off. I'm very impatient to just see him again ( Read more... )

Now if only that car could be blue... ::Le sigh::

Do you still think about me? If you do are the thoughts kind or filled with anger? Do you still blame me for your misery? Am I still the reason for your pain ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated but I doubt my ramblings have been missed ( Read more... )