Ya so today Daryl kept on calling me ugly, said that i have no ass, and saying ittie bittie tittie committee. I know I have no ass, but shit I have more boobs than a lot of people my age. I guess I just don't want to be called ugly by the person I love, it kinda hurts. He said that he thought I was ugly because I cut my hair that one time and it ( Read more... )

That's it, I've decided, i'm gone... I am getting the hell out of here. I don't know where I am going to go but I don't care anymore... My mom has fucked up my life for the last time ( Read more... )

Ya so I think that I might finally be understanding that Daryl and I are no longer... It's really hard to write this right now but i think that this is how it is going to be... I really still love him and always will but i think that he just doesn't want to deal with me anymore... It's really hard seeing him everyday knowing that I can't have him ( Read more... )

Ya so Daryl and I are jsut best friends now... I not okay with it but i guess i am going to have to be... He is curently going out with Amanda-YuckY!- he told me he was going to get rid of her though... He told me that he still loves me and we still do boyfriend girlfriend stuff... I asked him at one point if when he does get his new girlfriend if ( Read more... )

Ya so Daryl broke up with me on Monday. I don't really know why. I still love him though and i always will. I really want things to work out between us but he has made it clear that he never wants to get back together with me. All i can do is put a happy face on and just hide my emotions because if I let them show then I am just going to end ( Read more... )

Ya so i am at home righ tnow bored off of my ass.... Daryl spent the night friday and saturday.... we stayed up watching movies until 1 o'clock each day.... ni am so fucking tired now... i went to the lake yesterday and tried to tan but it didn't work so i still have my really bad tan line on my back... thursday was are last home track meet and it ( Read more... )

Everyone is starting to hate me.... Alija is pissed off at me for no fucking reason!!! Greg doesn't understand something about me... Alija i really don't care about because she is acting like she has a large stick up her ass.... i didn't wait for her to walk with her to first period and thats why she's mad! that's fucking gay ( Read more... )

Hey people, sorry i wasn't here yesterday to talk to any of you. I was at my friend Falisha's colorgaurd competition. It was really fun, they placed 7th. In the other division there was this great performance by some school and they did an evanescence song.... they had so many different flags it was soo good. It made me mad because they placed ( Read more... )

Ya, Daryl and i are fine right now. We talked on the phone last night for about an hour and a half and finally got happy. We were screaming at each other for a lot of the time and then i basically said that it was over and hung up on him... he called back immeadiately and he was crying because he didn't want to lose me... i think that is all i ( Read more... )

right now i find myself crying... Things aren't too good between Daryl and I. He's the first guy that i can say I truly love but why must we fight? It hurts me so much but it will kill me to let go. I love Daryl so much that I fear what will happen to me when things go bad... I can't stand feeling like this anymore though, i hate crying. I miss ( Read more... )