I'm sorry to my non-tagalog speaking friends. 
Enty will be in tagalog...or taglish.

Bakit mo ba pinagpipilitan ang sarili mo? 
Ikaw rin naman ang nasasaktan sa ginagawa mo.
Aminin ko sayo na naaawa rin ako sayo. Kaso naman
ikaw ang may kasalanan. Ikaw ang nagpatag ng daang
tinatahak mo ngayon.

Kapag pinagmamasdan ko ito, naninikip yung dibdib ko. 
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It's hard to think straight.
It lingers in my mind.
It's haunting me so bad.
I'm trying my best not to think of it...
but it's just..gah!

"God works in mysterious ways."
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"I'm breakin down, I just can't take it anymore, oh no
I won't let you go, you know I'm comin for you
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DAMN IT!
I fucking saw this coming....

I'm serious am going to cry because of this.
I can't stop...

bearer of bad news has arrived..

I feel like a granny..well technically I am but that's not the point.
Went to the doctor yesterday. He told me that I don't have phelgm,
just dry cough and yes it is asthma. He precribed 5 medicines.
I don't know which is the antibiotic but he also gave me that.
Five medicines!! That's why I feel like a granny....
I'm not used to taking this much.

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I will not succumb to something I know is foolish.
I abuse the reason "I'm only human" way too much.
What can I do? Be cold? eh..I guess I'd rather feel something
compared to nothing.

I don't feel well. I think I'm gonna get sick or something.
It could just be something I ate. We'll see after a day or two.

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::sigh::
I don't like this feeling.
I don't even know what this feeling is.
I can't describe it.

I need a hug.

...grean tea ice cream when I go home. =[

don't ask.
please.

I'm still alive. Not that Death has come knocking on my door.
I'm gonna go visit the doctor next week..as what I've been told.
Tomorrow we're heading to Manila [Ermita to be exact].
That's going to be such a headache. Way too much traffic compared
to what I'm used to.

Three mosquitos bit me. Darn it! Grr! It's itchy.

I got a new phone by the way.
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hmph!
Please go to sleep. =/

liar. grr...

what can I do? Wala naman diba.
bahala ka na nga....

you left me...

2nd day in the Philippines.
I don't think I'll be able to update everyday because
a computer is not as accesible as it is back in CA.

People are still celebrating the new year here.
The neighbor's been singing karaoke since 9AM.
Random fireworks are being lit.

I've been inside the house the whole entire day.
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Arrived here in the Philippines at around 9:40am.
I got lost the first few hours here.
They accidentally left me at Duty Free Sucat....
They just realized that I was gone when they reached the 
house. Luckily, my uncle had a car and fetched me with my 
mom. She was crying hard. Red eyes and all.
Interesting first day, huh? lol

I talked to Mahal today too ( Read more... )