I'm so seriously confused right now. My heart is pulling me so much back to Mark because I do love him... I really honestly do love Mark, about as much as you can possibly love someone..... And then there's James who's trying to steal my heart... and the other night while my sister was talking to James or whatever I had talked to Mark a lil bit. He ( Read more... )

Haha... my sis kept this picture of me... Her friends all thought I was in my 20s so yeah... LMAO tis too funny... 'specially cause I'm only 9 years old in the picture

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You know all those 'friends' that swear up and down that you are one of their closest and/or bestest friend (Yes, I know I just used bestest lol so sue me).... Well, this is who this is directed too.

If someone is truly your "best friend" or one of your "close friends", don't you think you should, I don't know, TALK TO THEM! You know more than once ( Read more... )

Wow, guys in Phoenix know how to make you feel like a piece of meat. And yeah. Those fuckers can go to hell LOL. I'm so glad to be away from them its sad. Daniel was way cute, but he's Myriah's... and mine well, mine lives in Nevada... and my other one lives in "Sactown" as he just called it. I hope everyone's weekend went well ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that when you are with someone and blindly so you never see their faults or how stupid they really are? I mean, if you can't frikin take it then don't dish it out!!! What's the point of me "shouting" this out to everyone... what brought it about. I'll tell you. I have this friend... let's call them "G". Weeelll, G decided to ( Read more... )

It's been almost two weeks since I updated... sorry. Just a couple words though...

Work, school, homework, sleep.... Not much else going on. Except the occasional night out with friends.... I have crazy arse instructors this term, but things are going well :)
How are you guys? good i hope. Lates...

Oh Happy Halloween!!!

Something I wrote the other day.... this is what happens when I reflect too much heh.

There are so many people who pass through our lives. So many that we can't remember all their names or all their faces. We only remember a small blip of what it was to be with them. There's that one person whom you always took for granted, and now that its too ( Read more... )

We are moved in, now the fun of unpacking begins. No school this week, but lots of fun and writing next week, composition 1 ICK. all writing all the time. There's my brief update. lol. Lates lovies

What did I do to find suck a wonderful guy and then screw it up because of my confusion? The jist of Mark's and my convo today. "What are your feelings on our relationship?" Its workin alright. I have feelings for ya." honestly don't know super confused" "I'm sorry, do you know why?" "things keep piling up don't know what to do anymore." sorry ( Read more... )

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