herlasttime...<~~~ my own reference.

i feel so sick to my stomach. ally's journal entry was one of a kind to make me feel like shit. great just fucking great. i like the girl yeah, but i can consume my time online. she doesnt realize why i dont like to be home. i hate being at my house because i always feel like cutting. i always feel like shit at home. i love talking to the girl. ( Read more... )

i come online today alot more because some people are complaining that im never on..and then they dont fucking talk to me...jesus christ. fuck feel bad over shit anymore. im tired of fucking people.

this sucks. i took a bunch of tests..well here goes again..fuckers. grrr..


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i feel sick.

isnt my mom suppose to help me not hate myself? she did a damn good job at at though. i want to slice my skin. till there isnt a piece of skin to slice. i hate myself. and she just made me realize how much i really do hate myself and how much of a bad person at am. shes really great way of support..and she wonders why i dont tell her anything...i ( Read more... )

im cold and hungry. and im writing again. no one e-mails me except ally. thank you ally. made me feel loved. blah i have to take a shower. i need a shower. after i eat. blah.

definatly.. i have been busy. when i get home now im super tired so im getting tons and tons of sleep. yum. sleep. well yesturday. i woke up to a beautiful voice of kalika. i got ready wrote my mom a letter and went to kalika's aunts house. we went and saw scooby doo. isnt that great. but i got to spend time with my kalika. we walked around the ( Read more... )

i havent written in here in a while. im assuming i should. so im going to write right now. the last few days have been cool. i got my lisence. so i have been seeing kalika alot. i saw chloe a couple times. things with daniel arent bad. they are actually alot better. he is so adorable. this girl makes me feel like shit. she likes me and i would like ( Read more... )

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