So, I have this little issue where I feel rather stuck in life and I can't figure out why or how to get out of it. I know what I need to do, but somehow my days get frittered away on the internet or in bed or watching tv. Somehow when it comes to doing something productive, I just can't/won't bring myself to do it. Even typing this I'm thinking ( Read more... )

So today I wrote a poem for the first time in, like, 8 years. (Holy shit I graduated from college over a year ago...) Actually, I woke up with it in my head in the middle of the night a couple nights ago, but wrote it down today. It was kinda a nice feeling to write words and not second guess myself. I also started to draw a picture. Nothing ( Read more... )

I don't remember the rest of the dream anymore, but I do remember that last night I sang Jefferson Airplane's White Rabbit in its entirety on a school bus with a scheming queen and a young prince caught in some sort of political struggle. I know I really oughtta write these down more. I've been dreaming a bit more lately. Yay?

( Last night's dream )

This morning I dreamt I was auditioning for the PA Ren Faire and I got up on this small enclosed wooden stage and sang Scatman. The only thing I remember was I was also dancing and at one point I did the running man. :p ( Read more... )

There's lots of credit card info including addresses, e-mails, and the cc security code. wtf??

So last week at the chill and cozy hookah bar that is the Fig, some peeps were walking around selling bracelets supposedly for Darfur. So some dude at my table - I think it was Brian's friend James - wanted to buy one, but only had one dollar. So the dumb bitch holding the box of bracelets decides that one dollar for Darfur isn't good enough and ( Read more... )

So yesterday I slept most of the day and had very heavy dreams. Well, the felt heavy - as in, I had a head cold and they were very fuzzy. Detailed, but seen as if my eyes were watery (they probably really were). All I remember from them was that I suddenly discovered I could roll my Rs. I was walking with Manolis and I was very excited and kept ( Read more... )

I initially opened this post to rant about how I don't use my time well. Now that I think on it, though, I think I haven't done too badly. I'm social. I get out of the house. I at least *started looking for work - though clearly that's an area that needs much much improvement. I started learning Greek and have been doing pretty well. Another ( Read more... )

So I see I haven't written in a while. Life's been, well, life-like. As most of you know - yeah, all five of you - I spend my weekends in NYC. I have a wacky relationship with an older guy that doesn't really lend itself to my divulging intimate details about it online or even in person. Suffice it to say there is a lot of constant inner ( Read more... )