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I suddenly remember why I used to write here all the time. It was because I had no one to listen. -
It sure was Monday-ey
Today was better ( Read more... ) -
Can I handle my life?
Sometimes, I'm not so sure. There are challenges ahead of me at work that I have some anxiety about. I wish I could be taught to do the work like a normal, new employee. But I guess that by-the-seat-of-my-pants thing is probably some stupid strength in some way or some shit like that ( Read more... ) -
I heard there was a revival
I think about writing and then I don't know what to say. I think about what I think and then I get so sick of myself I could scream. It isn't that I have been living inside my own head lately, more that I've been living inside the heads of others. And it's difficult work ( Read more... ) -
Spring
This has been the wettest and coldest spring of my life.
No, really, of my life. I'm pretty well fed up with it. Today is June 1st, a day I usually mark by measuring my seedlings and feeling smug about my hard work outdoors. Instead, today I mark by guilt and disgust for my mud-bog swamp ( Read more... ) -
Running Away from Home: The Fantasy is Always Better
Last night we ordered sushi take out. The plan was to go to WasaBee for dinner, but my poor kid had a very bad experience at the doctor - second attempt at removing an ingrown toenail, except this one was done with acid. He seriously did not feel good. But I had promised Gage (Tristan's friend) and plus, I was super craving sushi myself so we ( Read more... ) -
Day 11 - Your siblings
Oh, hello diary. I didn't forget about you. What I did was, I started a new quarter in the big kid school and promptly shit my pants over it ( Read more... ) -
Day 10 - What you wore today
I woke up today in my favorite outfit: my nightgown which is white, has short sleeves, and buttons down the front. If I can get away with staying in my pajamas until noon, I will cheerfully do so. But today, since Alexarc was kind enough to drive downtown to buy me an Americano since we were out of coffee, I couldn't exactly respond by lazing the ( Read more... ) -
Day 09 - Your beliefs
Today is as good a day as any to write this topic ( Read more... ) -
Day 08 - A moment
On the way back from Leavenworth we took Highway 9, which is a two lane road that more or less parallels the freeway through the countryside. When I realized we would be passing the Arlington Municipal Cemetery I asked Alex if we could stop there, and we did ( Read more... )