Wow, I am glad that all the holidays are over, each year they make me feel less and less human. This year was no exception. I decided that I sould socialize and get out instead of spending it alone again. I should have just stayed at home, instead I went to this party where a bunch of elite-ist prigs sat around in a circle and acted like a bunch ( Read more... )

I must succeed. I don't know with what but I must. I have drive again. I stayed up fri night so I went from Fri morning till Sat bight w/o sleeping. Plus I had to work all day sat. Fun, I hurt my shoulder somehow, I think it was when i picked up this 56 chevy to get the tire on it. It was a sweet ride plus it had a Christmas Jack from the ( Read more... )

Yes, today i decided to start carving Go boards, both travel and pro style boards. I need to go to Home depot to look at wood, I need to find large blocks of Cedar or Fir or some other soft wood. If i can find something close to Kaya wood they may be worth some serious dough.. Then I can make cookies. I am all excited inside now. I feel like ( Read more... )

Called home today. That was nice, spoke to my brothers and parents. My stepdad told me to just come home, that was a bit out of character for him. I miss them, I wish I could be there. Being homesick sucks.

Yep, I can't wait for the holidays to be over, they are too depressing.

I slept, I clocked in at around 14 hrs... YEAH. Then i made myself christmas dinner, YUM. The way I look at it at least I have the joy that is Metroid Prime to be my family. I wish i could marry my gamecube. I want to drown myself in a bowl of water, that would be my gift to the world this year if my sensed ofself-preservation weren't so high ( Read more... )

I hate it, no family, no friends, no holidays. The only good thing is egg nog. I hate this time of year. To hell with the holidays.

I want to rip the wings off of flies and be a sadistic asshole right now.

I think I may have become self destructive ( Read more... )

OK, last night I caught up on alll the sleep I missed during the week but I also had a series of very, very disturbed dreams ( Read more... )

This used to be a Harry Potter Fan Fic journal, but due to it's lack of use I am using it instead as a personal journal... Thanks!

I didn't fail Muggle Studies but it was a close thing. Then during the holidays the Dursleys wouldn't let me use a computer to update and since I dropped Muggle Studies this year I haven't had a chance to update, but now with the holidays starting we aren't having quidditch practices, and Hermione making sure my work is done, I had some free time ( Read more... )