Victoria an dI were contemplating tongiht on the back porch, as to what we would do if we saw a plane heading to crash right on our street ( Read more... )

I had a dream of him last ngiht and it made me miss him. It seems like forever since I talked to him last. I hope he is doing well. think I will write him another email tonight to check up on him, even though I know he hasn't read the previous one I sent out ( Read more... )

So Steve and I are still together. He doesn't have anyone else, and he still wants me!

Check out this pic! Ilove love love it!

You'll never guess what i was doing when I took it! lol


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So, I haven't talked to Steve since Friday (it's Tuesday night), and he is coming over tomorrow to "talk." I am so scared man! I have had butterflies all day, and felt like I am going to vomit. Then this horrible thought crept into my mind. What if he says he found out he likes being single better, or worse, what if he found someone new, someone ( Read more... )

I broke up with Steve Friday night, and I really wish I had Mattman to talk to. I know he would tell me I did the right thing, and know what to say to ease my pain. I am the one who broke up with him , so why do I feel like wicked shit, and he's fine? I hate him something fierce, and yet I still can't forget about him. He haunts my mind, and it has ( Read more... )

Friday - I work 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. Steve's gunna pick me up and we'll proally just hang out maybe have some sex (I hope we have some sex ( Read more... )

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Mine was pretty good. My boy bought me roses, and chocolate, and a little teddy bear. I hope everyone elses was good!


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Why is it that he is the one and only person that can make everything wrong for me. Put me through hell, and make me just want to jump off the Earth, and yet he is the only person that after that I love him more, and I realise that I can't leave him no matter what. My love for him is too strong, and honestly, it's kind of scary.


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