hey everyone...well this weekend seemed to fly by and that tommorow is monday...well Saturday I woke up and pretty much played guitar all day and just hung out by myself and did some writing ...my parents and I got into an argument when I was gettin ready to leave for Chelseas, so when I got ther i had sticky dried tears all over my face :(...But ( Read more... )

hey hey hey... well just got done having sex with kevin...lol...sry guys for the mental image...no but I got back from his house just a little bit ago...this whole week went by faster than the last, yet theres been this subject lurking in the back of my mind for a few weeks now. Its gotten to the point where its like this phantom-like shadow of a ( Read more... )

hey everyone just sitting in my house alone in my undies drinking diet pepsi...life is good...anywho, today was good got to see all my terrific frends, my mommie has been so nice latley it makes me super happy!!! i love all you guys, especially that stud muffin Kev...lol...Toodles...

eep...I <3 the rain, yeterday started out very lame but it ended up being super fun, so like I went over to Charlen's (sry Im a horrible speller) and we went grocery shopping...oh yeah, like hardcore june cleaver style we made a list and bought milk eggs o.j. etc...it was awsome...then we went potty in the boys bathroom (ooo...I just herd thunder) ( Read more... )

hey everybody whats happenin...last night was funn, had kev over... Im SUPER tired today, I think I might take a nap, Sarah you need to effin call me :) lol luv ya... I feel like Im gonna pass out, my head feel all heavy and my vision keeps on getting blury well I love you all, Love you Kev Toodles...

hey everyone...Chelsea just left, nothing crazy we just chilled out and talked alot about things, past relationships, current ones and we just learned a lot about eachother...hopefully we can become closer in the future :)...we baked cookies we made one for Kev...Its very beautiful...chelsea made a shit looking one that was all deformed and ( Read more... )

Today is fun...Im happy...yay!! anywho, im making this "friend wall", sounds gay, I know, but it isnt. Its just like I ginormous cologe of all the cute pictures and things my frends make for me...I thought of it so that when I get sad, I can look at it and be reminded that I have people that love me :)...I still have some space to fill up, so ( Read more... )

I thought I had my emotions maped out, love, hate, sorrow, happiness...yet i find myself in a blur of sadness,hatred and love and I dont know rather to cry or scream, Im not going to say much, for i want to be an example to those of you who dont understand things that shouldn't be talked to, to anyone, not even close friends. I find it funny and ( Read more... )

MINE....my dad saw my old background picture and was like you need tyo change it...so he did and he didnt do the pic how I wanted so now it looks all retarded...Oh my gosh...trying to fucking talk to thm is like repetivley smashing my face with a mallot...AHHHHH!!! lol, sorry they frustrate me like no other...but anywho feeling better than ( Read more... )

BLAH so bored and...wrote this, its all a metaphor on loosing something dear in life... invision one of those big balls back in the old times of kings and queens, the big dresses and ritzy wear, the corrdinated dance routines etc. Now invision two people, from nowa days in all the mess ( Read more... )