Well my computer is fixed... I figured out that the virus protection i was using was interfering with my wireless internet..(i have one of those routers) so now it works but i have no protection....I start back to work tomorrow....im so happy no one can imagine...

I think maybe we just arent meant to really fall in love. i think the human mind isnt truly capable of love. Or maybe some people have it written in their genetics to screw up everyones future....After what i went through with Andrew, and now losing Chris, i dont think i can do this BS anymore...Now my dad is asking why im crying saying he cant ( Read more... )

Well, my parents made me quit my job and im not allowed to see Chris...now they're talking about getting a divorce.....this is ridiculous.....Chris and I should not have to work this hard to be together...maybe...maybe we're just not meant to be together....i dont know... i just know that i lost my fiance and his son, whom i think of as my own... ( Read more... )

Hey guys! its been a while! well, I'mm engaged and i think we're going to set the date for next summer around June maybe... anyone got any kind of advice or anything?

Jess

My update earlier was vague so i used and aim convo to explain ( Read more... )

man, i have become totally dpressed and completely irrational. and its causing problems between me and a lot of people... especially the person im trying to make a life with. i told him that he had to get a real job and go back to college or i wouldnt marry him...kinda harsh but it worked.

Jess

Some people say theres nothing in their lives they would change, that everything happens for a reason. We wouldn't be where we are today if anything changed ( Read more... )

Well, I have a new boyfriend, we've been dating two days short of two weeks...We're going to a drive in movie in argo tomorrow. He really is a great guy..there is one thing that worries me...he has a son....Chris is 19 and johnny will be 2 december 30th. I love that kid i do sooo much! But im afraid if i get too serious i'll take on a mommy role ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, i had a virus and my pc crashed. but i found this tonight. People go try this and tell me reactions ( Read more... )

Hey guys, how is everyone! I just got home from school, I have to work tonight, but for now im bored as hell! i re dyed my hair this morning, andits really light strawberry blonde!! well, i guess ill talk to u guyzez later

Jess