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[hartbrkr57]

IM done with everything alright i just wanna fucking die like right now everything is so fucked up at the moment.... not living would be so much easier... so i will go sit in my room and ponder this thought for a while and draw a conclusion from that... Im sry to everyone ive pissed off lately and i feel like shit because i did... welp ima go sit

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[urhawtlikewoah]

Chris,
As a caring friend (even though I do get pissed off at you) take my advice. I know sometimes life is really hard. A lot of the times it is. Yea, my past is far from good too, trust me. But I learned to move on and start over. Let people back into my life. I guess what I am trying to say you have lots of friends that love you and care about you. You shouldn't treat people like crap just because you are having a hard time. You should try talking about your problems with someone.

Just my thoughts, you don't have to listen, or even care...but at least consider what I said...

[watmiteofbeen]

ok yes i know what you have gone thro we have talked about it and it kills me inside. when i think about you and your past it makes me want to cry. i wish i could jsut take away all your pain, like roll it up into a ball and eat it so it all goes away. but i cant... and i cant make it go away in any way possible its all up to you. all i can do is hold your hand and guide you thro it all and light the path. im here with you. i want you to know that and your in my heart completly .. and you will never get out of it. its to bad that im not one of those ppl that really matters to you. i thought i was but i guess im not anymore. but you really are special chris. and the past is hard to deal with i know. espically yours. but the future will jsut get better, and mabye not real soon, but it will. youre never gonna completly forget the past and what happened but your gonna learn how to put it aside so it doesnt hurt you and learn how to stop thinking about it. suicide is not an answer. its for weak feeble ppl. and your not one of them. im not

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[hartbrkr57]

OK heres the thing about the friends... its hard to explain i guess its just that after so many years ive learned not to trust ppl so its like if i lost a friend i dont no how hurt id be i mean id feel bad but id get over it real fast... i actully do believe that i was wrong in saying that tho.. if something happpened to you or jessie id die b/c u guys do mean a lot to me... its just everyone else int the world that says their my friend

[poisonkiss6]

Ya Chris dont ever do nething that will harm urself or anything in anyway...I agree with Brittany very much, suicide is for weak people...I admit I have felt that way also where i just dont wanna live in this world anymore im sure many plp have...but u just gotta stay strong and think to urself its not worth ending ur life....many people love ya man....renember that....bye bye my friend love ya....

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[anonymous]

Chris... u fucking dumbass... oh life sux, i wanna kill myself... shut the fuck up, you snivling pussy... i cant stand u chris now.. y the fuck r u acting this way... u take being "EMO" to fucking far... contemplating suicide... its bullshit.. ppl who killthemselves over this stupid shit.. like u annoying ppl.... are assholes.... yes chris u are being an asshole... CHRISTOPHER... i am your friend... andwhen u say fucking retarded shit like this, it makes me wanna beat the shit outta your ass. You think your life sux, go fucking live in a third world country like Ethiopia or Iraq... you fucking son of a bitch. You are only sayin this shit 2 get some fucking attention.... so fucking stop playing this role of the suicidial depressed emo kid... CHRIS, all of your friends like me care about you. LOOK AT WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE SAYING:"and yet thru this whole thing i cant think of a single person who matters to me at all.. " WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT CHRISTOPHER... ARE YOU SAYING U DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS... FUCK YOU CHRIS.... I THOUGHT ME

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[anonymous]

CHRIS... I am your friend... I am your TRUE FUCKING FRIEND... look at me.. have i left you and stopped being your friend like Mike, NO! OFCOURSE NOT! Y CUZ IM YOUR FRIEND!.... DUDE IM HERE FOR YOU BUD... YOU ARE MY BUDDY... OK.... I AM HERE FOR YOU... JUST COME AND TALK 2 ME WHEN U FEEL DOWN OR SUMTHIN... I KNO IMA DUDE, AND CHICKS WOULD PROBABLY B BETTER.. CUZ THEY HAVE THAT CERTAIN EMPATHY THING THEY DO... BUT I AM YOUR BUDDY... IM HERE FOR YOU DUDE.... SUICIDE IS NOT A SOLUTION... ITS BULLSHIT.. LIKE I SAID EARLIER.. ITS THE PUSSY WAY OUT OF DIFFICULT THINGS.. CHRIS YOU NEED 2 STEP UP.... IF U HAD PROBLEMS IN THE PAST.. DONT LET THEM HAUNT U.... U GOTTA KEEP LOOKIN 2 THE FUTURE.... CHRIS... THIS SUMMER IM EXPECTIN US 2 HV A BAND...

CHRIS... I WILL C U WHEN U GET BACK FROM COLORADO.....
WE'LL HANG OUT AT PIZZA HUT.. AND HOPEFULLY THOSE LEZBOS WILL B THERE... CUZ U MISSED OUT ON A PARTY WITH ME AND JON AND EVAN... OK DUDE... TTYL

KENNY