Well it's been years, but only Daniel will see this

[hartneedsfixing]

  Basically, I'm an asshole.  I've wasted pretty much my only chance for a genuine apology to a girl who could definitely use someone solid in her life.  I hope someone gets a good punch at my face in on her behalf.

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[uncalledfor]

don't beat yourself up. we all make mistakes. it doesn't mean that the bad outweighs the good. you're a great person. remember that and move on from there. life is a gift, as we saw yesterday, it can be taken at any moment. don't waste time down in the dumps. it's easier said than done. i know this. but it's my job as a friend to say this. so there. now get excited b/c i'll be at jmu this weekend. on saturday night. i was thinking about coming friday night, but peeps are busy... what are your plans friday night? maybe i'll change my mind if yur free... also, it's good to see that SOMEONE else still uses this thing. haha.

[hartneedsfixing]

actually, friday night you should come up!

All the Lynchburg people will be here since Ghost of a Fallen Age is opening for Darkest Hour at that huge mexican club. Roanoke people will be here that night too.

As for the real post, I appreciate you saying that. I need to take everything and just not be so sentimental. If I can take something away from this rather than wallow in pity, then I'll be the better for it. Thanks for your advice and support, I'll be praying for you these next few days.

[uncalledfor]

remember (i just recently learned) that you have to be trampled on in the mud to appreciate the days you spend on cloud nine.