So I realize once again this year that my attempts to be a good friend will sometimes be taken from the air, stamped out, spat upon, and disregarded in order to satisfy selfishness. I'm listening to Muse right now, thank you Corey Smith for having good taste. I'm through wearing my heart on my sleeve and putting myself out there for people who don' ( Read more... )

Today the world ended. I'm still here...

I'm lonely now

Fahrenheit 9/11 sure brings out alot of people, way too many for my little Grandin. I feel like I haven't seen any of my friends in a long time but it's only been a few days I guess. I wish I wasn't always at work so I could give more time to Mary.................and Mitch, but mostly Mary.

Lots of things have happened since last......whenever I posted on this thing, but I got pics this time so maebe those'll help. I've been with Mary for a little over a week now and couldn't be happier, she makes me smile at least 6.3 times a day. We went to see Symphony in Peril and The Chariot last Sunday and they were hot. Let's see, the rest of ( Read more... )

I just scanned through my moods on these entries and I always seem to be complaining, that kinda makes me laugh considering someone just told me I'm always too happy. Ah well, I've actually had a pretty good week despite the car being damaged to no end. Hanging out with Mary, Sean, and Drew has been nice on these few days off since I don't have to ( Read more... )

I can't think of much to say right now except that I'm glad I told Claire I didn't want to be with her. That girl is pretentious and talks down to me way too much. Oh well, I've got better things to worry about, like where the heck is my keyboard?! I get to help Kim move later on this morning hopefully, depends on if i can find her by then. Y'know ( Read more... )

It would be terrific if I decided to sleep instead of keeping up my insomniatic tendencies, and yes, that's a word. Chris Dudley of Underoath just sold me his roland xp60 keyboard as well as a brand new case and an old broken keyboard that I can use for parts....I'M EXCITED!!! Hopefully everything will work out this summer but who knows, if I don't ( Read more... )

Now I'd like to start off by saying I'm really sorry for not keeping up to date with all my friends recently. My life's been a bit busy what with the two jobs and school on the side. I was lookin forward to the Plea for Peace tour but Denali broke up and I have a chemistry exam the next day. I guess stuff just won't work out this week, but at least ( Read more... )

This is gonna get messy ( Read more... )