i keep thinking tomorrow is coming today so i am endlessly waiting
for the third and goddamn last time:
it's been awhile; i'm bored; i felt like filling this out; i stole it; i tried to post it two other times and it didn't work; my mood has changed greatly since then.
I AM: sad
I WANT: a boyfriend
I HAVE: never had one
I WISH: my house wasn't so cold
I HATE: trig
I MISS: java already!
I FEAR: loneliness
I HEAR: make a circle in the sand; make a halo with your hands - cc
I SEARCH: for my damn trig book
I REGRET: trig
I LOVE: tuan <3
I ACHE: in my head from steve smashing his head into mine
I AM NOT: looking forward to work tomorrow
I DANCE: en pointe alone in my room when i'm positive no one's looking
I SING: to RENT when i'm alone in the car
I CRY: just about every day
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sitting here on my butt. just kidding, i am.
I WRITE: in livejournal once every blue moon
I CONFUSE: everyone including myself
I NEED: more lactaid
I SHOULD: stop thinking so much about how i feel and just give myself time to feel
I SAY: bitchez n hoez
Simple:
Spell your first name backwards: assyla
Birthday: 1/18
Nationality: 75% italian, 25% russian jewish aka the reason i'm in fiddler
Favorite Month: it's been march these past few years
The story behind your user name: eighth grade me = awesome
Describe your...
Wallet: black with a buckle thingy
Key holder: keychain? rock and roll hall of fame and #1 aunt (my mommo's)
Jewelry worn: confirmation ring, ian's engagement ring, these two black hair ties i put on my finger like a month ago and never took off
Pillow cover: all of my eight or so pillows are shades of purple
Coffee mug: a few thp mugs that i get yelled at in enviro for having
Shoes: fifty some pairs, which ones?
School bag: black mesh with my sexy RENT keychain
Favorite shirt: maybe my etnies one because it makes me look thin
Favorite pants: bongo jeans with the damn hole!!
Cologne/Perfume: right now i love sweet pea from b&bw
Piercings: some in my ears
What you are wearing: black stockings, light pink ballerina looking skirt, black shirt
Hair: in a fun slash terrible side ponytail slash braid because steve did it
In My Head: i'm wondering what song to do for my audition
Eating Habit: terrible. i skip breakfast and sometimes dinner and eat the world at lunch and one am. some days i don't eat at all. i eat tons of carbs. all carbs. i get no protein. or anything else good. like vitamins. i hope i get scurvy like a pirate.
Some of your favorite movies: right now nothing compares to rotk!
Do you believe in love at first sight: i'll believe it when it happens to me. that'll never happen.
The last thing you ate?: a piece of courtney's cracker
Do you have multiple personalities?: not so much anymore
Thing that you are deathly afraid of?: loneliness
Do you believe in love: yes
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: eh, you know, just a person or two that i either already blew my chance with or never will have a chance with
What do you notice first in the opposite sex: nothing initially, but i totally realized yesterday that i'm starting to develop a thing for hands...
Are you currently in love: nah
First crush: joey kirk, hahaha, good times
First love: erm
Quote you like?: too many
Religious affiliation?: raised catholic
Siblings?: tyro
Do you believe in forgiveness: yeah
Three places you wouldnt mind relocating to?: italy, nyc, my bed
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: the musical
What are some of your favorite foods?: ah, everything
Last person you kissed: dan
Yes or No...
You keep a diary: i'm starting to
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah
You fold your underwear: haha that's not possible
You talk in your sleep: yeah
You take pictures--major events or concerts aside: a lot
The Last...
Movie you bought/received: chicago?
Song you listened to: counting crows - a long december
Song that was stuck in your head: fiddler on the roof - to life
Song you've downloaded: collective soul - gel
TV show you've watched: boy meets world
Thing you said: don't remember
I Want To...
Go: ouuuuu-OUUUUUUUUUT tonight!
Kill: a few people
Hear from: someone
Meet/Visit: kell and colleen
Avoid: growing up
Hug: david palmer and ruben studdard!
Kiss: wouldn't you like to know
it's been awhile; i'm bored; i felt like filling this out; i stole it; i tried to post it two other times and it didn't work; my mood has changed greatly since then.
I AM: sad
I WANT: a boyfriend
I HAVE: never had one
I WISH: my house wasn't so cold
I HATE: trig
I MISS: java already!
I FEAR: loneliness
I HEAR: make a circle in the sand; make a halo with your hands - cc
I SEARCH: for my damn trig book
I REGRET: trig
I LOVE: tuan <3
I ACHE: in my head from steve smashing his head into mine
I AM NOT: looking forward to work tomorrow
I DANCE: en pointe alone in my room when i'm positive no one's looking
I SING: to RENT when i'm alone in the car
I CRY: just about every day
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sitting here on my butt. just kidding, i am.
I WRITE: in livejournal once every blue moon
I CONFUSE: everyone including myself
I NEED: more lactaid
I SHOULD: stop thinking so much about how i feel and just give myself time to feel
I SAY: bitchez n hoez
Simple:
Spell your first name backwards: assyla
Birthday: 1/18
Nationality: 75% italian, 25% russian jewish aka the reason i'm in fiddler
Favorite Month: it's been march these past few years
The story behind your user name: eighth grade me = awesome
Describe your...
Wallet: black with a buckle thingy
Key holder: keychain? rock and roll hall of fame and #1 aunt (my mommo's)
Jewelry worn: confirmation ring, ian's engagement ring, these two black hair ties i put on my finger like a month ago and never took off
Pillow cover: all of my eight or so pillows are shades of purple
Coffee mug: a few thp mugs that i get yelled at in enviro for having
Shoes: fifty some pairs, which ones?
School bag: black mesh with my sexy RENT keychain
Favorite shirt: maybe my etnies one because it makes me look thin
Favorite pants: bongo jeans with the damn hole!!
Cologne/Perfume: right now i love sweet pea from b&bw
Piercings: some in my ears
What you are wearing: black stockings, light pink ballerina looking skirt, black shirt
Hair: in a fun slash terrible side ponytail slash braid because steve did it
In My Head: i'm wondering what song to do for my audition
Eating Habit: terrible. i skip breakfast and sometimes dinner and eat the world at lunch and one am. some days i don't eat at all. i eat tons of carbs. all carbs. i get no protein. or anything else good. like vitamins. i hope i get scurvy like a pirate.
Some of your favorite movies: right now nothing compares to rotk!
Do you believe in love at first sight: i'll believe it when it happens to me. that'll never happen.
The last thing you ate?: a piece of courtney's cracker
Do you have multiple personalities?: not so much anymore
Thing that you are deathly afraid of?: loneliness
Do you believe in love: yes
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: eh, you know, just a person or two that i either already blew my chance with or never will have a chance with
What do you notice first in the opposite sex: nothing initially, but i totally realized yesterday that i'm starting to develop a thing for hands...
Are you currently in love: nah
First crush: joey kirk, hahaha, good times
First love: erm
Quote you like?: too many
Religious affiliation?: raised catholic
Siblings?: tyro
Do you believe in forgiveness: yeah
Three places you wouldnt mind relocating to?: italy, nyc, my bed
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months: the musical
What are some of your favorite foods?: ah, everything
Last person you kissed: dan
Yes or No...
You keep a diary: i'm starting to
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yeah
You fold your underwear: haha that's not possible
You talk in your sleep: yeah
You take pictures--major events or concerts aside: a lot
The Last...
Movie you bought/received: chicago?
Song you listened to: counting crows - a long december
Song that was stuck in your head: fiddler on the roof - to life
Song you've downloaded: collective soul - gel
TV show you've watched: boy meets world
Thing you said: don't remember
I Want To...
Go: ouuuuu-OUUUUUUUUUT tonight!
Kill: a few people
Hear from: someone
Meet/Visit: kell and colleen
Avoid: growing up
Hug: david palmer and ruben studdard!
Kiss: wouldn't you like to know