writing in here always sucks. i feel like i only turn to this journal when i'm desperately in need of some place to stow my feelings; i always end up writing the same things. on the contary, however, i've been writing recently due to an overwhelming feeling of obligation. who knows what goes on in my head? certainly not i ( Read more... )

I really wish there was one person on the face of this earth that I could talk to about this. I really, really need that. Everything else I desire is so trivial compared to that.

I can't believe it's already May.

How long does it normally take someone to realize that this world is nearly as sad and pathetic as the people living in it?

There's nothing to say but I wanted to write ( Read more... )

in case anybody is interested in knowing, i don't think there's a thing i would change about my life right now.

I did one of these a couple of weeks ago, but I'm waiting for Dana so I'll do this one and see what's changed. Haha.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME ( Read more... )

I hope right now she's saying, "God, I really hate this about her..." and going on and on. And I hope that instead of saying, "No, she's my friend," he's nodding in agreement.I'm not sure anymore if it's them or me ( Read more... )

at school. layout session. listening to 50 cent, usher and the spice girls. having an awesome time. except some people make me want to puke. that's all.

you know, i don't know why i bother.

i know several people who make me want to gouge out my eyeballs no matter what they say or do. they are just so unbearably pathetic that it's enough to make me feel good about myself. and we all know how rarely that happens ( Read more... )