Variant // 06
// Series
Slice of life; Angst
"Yah, wanna die?" "I wouldn't mind since it's you" "Are you crazy" "Just a little bit"
For atenais_pala's birthday!
Letting go
Seung Hyun sighed as he put a wet cloth against Ji Yong’s forehead lightly. The boy had collapsed suddenly at the bus stop right when he was walking to the conveniently close to it. They had fought earlier and he was sure he would never see the red-head again - it’s too complicated as it is.
It’s uncomfortable to get so close to someone and Seung Hyun has it worse. He tried so hard to build this wall around him, separating outsiders - until Ji Yong showed up in his life.
He is afraid.
Ji Yong makes Seung Hyun think about him in a strange way and actually let him inside his world; the place that has been protected and abandoned for so long.
Seung Hyun does not like it.
“So what am I doing here?” asked a voice that had interrupted his thoughts.
“You collapsed right in front of the bus stop”
“You couldn’t leave me there?” Ji Yong asked, letting out a quite chuckle and sitting upright.
“Stop trying to prying for attention” Seung Hyun muttered, letting out the defence he had hung on to earlier.
“What’s your problem?” the red-head asked, his brows furrowing instantly.
“I could ask the same about you”
“Just fringing answer my question!” Ji Yong shouted.
“You!” Seung Hyun roared back, “Who the heck are to whisk away all my security when I’m near you? Who the heck are to say you like me, huh?” he protested and fought the tears merging his eyes. “Why....why is it that you make me feel like him?” he breathed.
I can’t.
“Seung Hyun, I...”
“You what? What are going to do? Give me sympathy? I don’t need, thanks!”
“No!, I - ”
“Just do me a favour and leave; I’m not someone who you expect - ”
“How are you so sure, huh? You don’t know anything about me, how would you know?” Ji Yong defended, grabbing Seung Hyun’s shoulders and facing his eyes. “Can’t you trust me?” he whispered.
No. All I have done is trust people - it hurts.
“After you feel better, leave. I’m going out” Seung Hyun said, standing up from his bed. But, Ji Yong grabbed on his arm and pulled him for small peck.
“No you’re not” he claimed, before placing his lips again and wrapping his hands around Seung Hyun’s neck.
The dark haired man widened his eyes, protesting and pushing him away.
This is not right.
Ji Yong had a firm grasp as he continued to move slowly against the other’s mouth. It isn’t likely for him to take so much control, but it as if he had to at that time.
Or they could escape and he will never be able to meet again.
“What are you doing?” Seung Hyun shouted, finally pushing him hard that Ji Yong hit his head against the wall. The older was breathing heavily and had his hands cover his lips just slightly.
“Oh come on, you liked it, didn’t you?” the other mocked, offering a winning grin. “Why can’t we start slow? I really like you, okay?” he admitted, placing his hands on Seung Hyun’s face and caressing it gently.
“Well, have you ever thought that I might not like you back?” the dark haired muttered, pushing Ji Yong’s hands gently away.
“You know you like me, there isn’t anything to be shy about here” he said, smiling weakly and proceeding to give a hug. But as he did, Seung Hyun didn’t protest and he too wrapped his arms around the thin body - awkwardly. And it was nothing special, nor was it that he had agreed to go out with the boy. He though it was just a kind of an understanding that night they had about each other. So it was everything in between.
A/N: Sorry for the long wait for this, but since I am on my summer breaks, expect a lot more updates! I am aiming for four more chapters and an epilogue if all goes well :D Thank you for reading this, and unnie, I hope you're enjoying ^^ PS: Did any of you guys check out 2NE1's MV for "I am the best"?
Slice of life; Angst
"Yah, wanna die?" "I wouldn't mind since it's you" "Are you crazy" "Just a little bit"
For atenais_pala's birthday!
Letting go
Seung Hyun sighed as he put a wet cloth against Ji Yong’s forehead lightly. The boy had collapsed suddenly at the bus stop right when he was walking to the conveniently close to it. They had fought earlier and he was sure he would never see the red-head again - it’s too complicated as it is.
It’s uncomfortable to get so close to someone and Seung Hyun has it worse. He tried so hard to build this wall around him, separating outsiders - until Ji Yong showed up in his life.
He is afraid.
Ji Yong makes Seung Hyun think about him in a strange way and actually let him inside his world; the place that has been protected and abandoned for so long.
Seung Hyun does not like it.
“So what am I doing here?” asked a voice that had interrupted his thoughts.
“You collapsed right in front of the bus stop”
“You couldn’t leave me there?” Ji Yong asked, letting out a quite chuckle and sitting upright.
“Stop trying to prying for attention” Seung Hyun muttered, letting out the defence he had hung on to earlier.
“What’s your problem?” the red-head asked, his brows furrowing instantly.
“I could ask the same about you”
“Just fringing answer my question!” Ji Yong shouted.
“You!” Seung Hyun roared back, “Who the heck are to whisk away all my security when I’m near you? Who the heck are to say you like me, huh?” he protested and fought the tears merging his eyes. “Why....why is it that you make me feel like him?” he breathed.
I can’t.
“Seung Hyun, I...”
“You what? What are going to do? Give me sympathy? I don’t need, thanks!”
“No!, I - ”
“Just do me a favour and leave; I’m not someone who you expect - ”
“How are you so sure, huh? You don’t know anything about me, how would you know?” Ji Yong defended, grabbing Seung Hyun’s shoulders and facing his eyes. “Can’t you trust me?” he whispered.
No. All I have done is trust people - it hurts.
“After you feel better, leave. I’m going out” Seung Hyun said, standing up from his bed. But, Ji Yong grabbed on his arm and pulled him for small peck.
“No you’re not” he claimed, before placing his lips again and wrapping his hands around Seung Hyun’s neck.
The dark haired man widened his eyes, protesting and pushing him away.
This is not right.
Ji Yong had a firm grasp as he continued to move slowly against the other’s mouth. It isn’t likely for him to take so much control, but it as if he had to at that time.
Or they could escape and he will never be able to meet again.
“What are you doing?” Seung Hyun shouted, finally pushing him hard that Ji Yong hit his head against the wall. The older was breathing heavily and had his hands cover his lips just slightly.
“Oh come on, you liked it, didn’t you?” the other mocked, offering a winning grin. “Why can’t we start slow? I really like you, okay?” he admitted, placing his hands on Seung Hyun’s face and caressing it gently.
“Well, have you ever thought that I might not like you back?” the dark haired muttered, pushing Ji Yong’s hands gently away.
“You know you like me, there isn’t anything to be shy about here” he said, smiling weakly and proceeding to give a hug. But as he did, Seung Hyun didn’t protest and he too wrapped his arms around the thin body - awkwardly. And it was nothing special, nor was it that he had agreed to go out with the boy. He though it was just a kind of an understanding that night they had about each other. So it was everything in between.
A/N: Sorry for the long wait for this, but since I am on my summer breaks, expect a lot more updates! I am aiming for four more chapters and an epilogue if all goes well :D Thank you for reading this, and unnie, I hope you're enjoying ^^ PS: Did any of you guys check out 2NE1's MV for "I am the best"?