Dammit, where's Christa's milkshake away message when I need it?
So many men, so little time… Er, I mean, uh, what? *blinks innocently*
Friday morning I saw Niikun standing outside APEng, waiting for Rich to come. I ask him what’s wrong. “I’m tired.” He obviously doesn’t look too great. So I give him a hug. “Don’t touch me.” O.O “… I don’t want to be touched right now.” “… Oh. I’m… I’m sorry.” *goes off to a corner, tries not to cry.* After the movie, he came up to me, and as I tried not to cry again he explained he felt a little better, and apologized, said he still loves me… I cried and hugged him, complained that it hurts me so much to know that my big brothers are always there for me and help me so much, but when they’re in pain I can do nothing. *sigh* I love my big brothers so much…
Friday afternoon was the chorus concert. I would have given ANYTHING to abandon that poor excuse as a composite of “musicians” and gone out with Marc and Carlie and her boyfriend Trevor. *sighs* We sucked major ass. Possibly the worst one in my entire high school career. People were whining and off pitch and shrieking messing up the words/choreography… I even heard girls singing the men’s parts. I wanted to cry. And the turnout was just plain pathetic. I am so sorry Chris had to see that. (He was there.)
Also, there was Carrie drama that extends into Saturday, but I’ll discuss it later on.
Saturday morning I heard the five words, “Pam, go water your roses.” It aaaaall started from those five words. So I watered my roses. I came inside, and Dad asked how they were doing. “Dead,” I told him. “They’re brown and they don’t look good at all.” He was surprised. “So you haven’t seen the new buds coming in?” O.o “Wait, what?” *dashes outside to check for herself* It seems I had been focusing too much on the dead leaves and the weeds surrounding them, I really hadn’t noticed the new green buds starting to grow. ^_^ So I consumed myself with pulling away the dead leaves and the weeds. I mean, really got into it. Got on my hands and knees and made myself all dirty… Pollen was everywhere. *ahem* My legs, my knees, my arms, my hands… THUS making those areas splotchy and itchy. SMART PAM! REALLY SMART! Fucking TEN hours before Prom and you suddenly feel the urge to GARDEN! *facepalms* Thank God it faded (I washed it long enough).
So, I went to get my nails done… The manicurist said I had “Barbie toes.” O.o Since then, I’ve been referenced to Barbie TWICE. -_-;; Argh!
^_^ My nails look all pretty… French manicure and pedicure. Woot. I came home, lounged around, tried to pack and get ready before I got my hair done. Oh, I loved my hair! Half up with curls and rosebuds, and curled at the bottom… I’ll put up pics when I get my camera developed. ^_^
So I got home at 5:15 and I had to be at Michi’s at 6. Takes about 15 minutes to get there. So that left me half an hour to correctly pack my purse, pack my stuff for the sleepover, get into my stockings, my dress, and my shoes, put on my makeup and jewelry, pose for pictures, and make sure my hairstyle didn’t fall out. … Riiiight. -_-;;
So we waited at Michi’s until the limo got there… Everyone looked so nice! Michi was such a shock, she never gets so dressed up! Jeanie forgot her shawl. ;_; *lol* And everyone’s parents were there, and there were so many pictures… So dizzy!
Prom itself was awesome! You know me, I never go out and party, so I took as much advantage of the situation I possibly could. ;P Well, unless I was looking for people. Jeanie disappeared on us, and I really wanted to dance with Morgan since I needed someone to model. ;P And I kept going back and forth from Niikun to Niisan, trying to get them together for a picture… *sigh* ^_^ Niikun looked so handsome, and Meagan looked so pretty… And Niisan looked so handsome too. But he was so wrapped up in his date, it was such a shock to see them kiss… It was like something in me died. He never tells me anything… Like I told Jeanie, he’s one of my best friends (of course nowhere as near as close she is, or Michi, or even Christa…), but to him I’m just someone he knows, maybe a friend at most. *sigh* I just have to let Fate take us where she wants… He is a very confusing young man. Also, my mother thinks he is very confused himself. Doesn’t seem like it, but… Yeah, anyway. Poor Jason, says Prom was miserable… I can’t help but feel pity, he wanted to dance with Michi so bad… *sigh*
So I took home tons of flowers I stole from the centerpieces… *lol* ^_^;; I’m a flower nut.
We woke up Sunday morning, and it was so sweet. Morgan and her boyfriend Chris decided to make breakfast for everyone, pancakes and eggs. ^_^ And then Mr. and Mrs. McCullough came home from church and brought home bagels. ^_^;; *lol* Whoops. So we had a big breakfast, and talked about last night. It was fun. ^_^ Then me, Michi, and Jeanie watched Fake…. *coughcough* Damn girl needs better dubbed animes! It was horrible. *lol* But funny. The mangas are so much better. Then, Jeanie had to go, and Jon Eric came over! O.o I was still in my pajamas!*lol* I glomped him anyway. HE TOOK A PICTURE OF THE PICTURE FROM RENFEST! AAAAAAAAAAAH! *DIES!* Jeanie not one word! NOT ONE!
*coughcough* Anyway, so we played Uno until Mom called, and I left around 3. Had to bring Speckles to get his rabies shot, then we had to go shopping… *sighs* Then she brought up old topics that just don’t need discussing anymore, we both know where we stand and talking isn’t going to change any minds. So she almost let Speckles loose in the parking lot, she was so upset… I HAD to slap her, that fucking bitch always puts the pets at risk whenever she flies off the handle. Then THAT spawned the fight from Hell… *sigh* -_-;; It’s exhausting just thinking about it. It stretched until dinner, and then some.
Argh… When I came home, Carrie was on the phone, and online, plus watching TV, plus getting ready to go out with me to see Arwen (which never happened). Now, if this was MY daughter, she’d be in her room sitting and thinking about what she’s done. See, Friday night, Carrie said she was sleeping over Danielle’s house. We later found this was a lie. So my father went to go pick her up. She never showed up. We had no idea where she was. My father had to sleep on the couch and call in sick to work Saturday morning because of her. My mother broke down and focused her anger on me. That bitch would be DEAD if she were my daughter. She stayed at a boy’s house, lied and told him that her parents locked her out. We got a call from the mother, who had no clue, and she and Mom talked until she dropped her off. I wouldn’t speak to her.
SO WHY IN FUCKING GOD’S NAME ISN’T SHE LOCKED AWAY IN HER ROOM?! God damn, that child gets away with MURDER. I hope ‘vec tout mon Coeur, she gets sent away somewhere, where she’ll get some help. And then my mother can’t handle a thing so when we have our spats things escalate into Hell blown over. *sighs* Good Lord, a few more months, just a few more months, and then I’m gone…
A young Penguin is driving through Arizona on a hot summer's day when his oil light comes on. He gets out of the car and sees it is leaking oil all over the road.
The Penguin drives to a service station and asks a mechanic to take a look. The mechanic says he has a few other jobs to do 1st, but if the penguin comes back in an hour, he'll know what's wrong.
The penguin agrees and goes for a walk.
He finds an icecream shop and decides a big bowl of vanilla ice cream would really hit the spot...Of course he has no hands, so it's rather messy. By the time he's done he's got ice cream all over his flippers and his mouth is a total mess.
He walks back to the service station and asks the mechanic, "Did you find what's wrong?"
The mechanic replies "It looks like you've blown a seal." "No , no," says the penguin. "It's just ice cream"
(courtesy of Becca Weiner.)
Friday morning I saw Niikun standing outside APEng, waiting for Rich to come. I ask him what’s wrong. “I’m tired.” He obviously doesn’t look too great. So I give him a hug. “Don’t touch me.” O.O “… I don’t want to be touched right now.” “… Oh. I’m… I’m sorry.” *goes off to a corner, tries not to cry.* After the movie, he came up to me, and as I tried not to cry again he explained he felt a little better, and apologized, said he still loves me… I cried and hugged him, complained that it hurts me so much to know that my big brothers are always there for me and help me so much, but when they’re in pain I can do nothing. *sigh* I love my big brothers so much…
Friday afternoon was the chorus concert. I would have given ANYTHING to abandon that poor excuse as a composite of “musicians” and gone out with Marc and Carlie and her boyfriend Trevor. *sighs* We sucked major ass. Possibly the worst one in my entire high school career. People were whining and off pitch and shrieking messing up the words/choreography… I even heard girls singing the men’s parts. I wanted to cry. And the turnout was just plain pathetic. I am so sorry Chris had to see that. (He was there.)
Also, there was Carrie drama that extends into Saturday, but I’ll discuss it later on.
Saturday morning I heard the five words, “Pam, go water your roses.” It aaaaall started from those five words. So I watered my roses. I came inside, and Dad asked how they were doing. “Dead,” I told him. “They’re brown and they don’t look good at all.” He was surprised. “So you haven’t seen the new buds coming in?” O.o “Wait, what?” *dashes outside to check for herself* It seems I had been focusing too much on the dead leaves and the weeds surrounding them, I really hadn’t noticed the new green buds starting to grow. ^_^ So I consumed myself with pulling away the dead leaves and the weeds. I mean, really got into it. Got on my hands and knees and made myself all dirty… Pollen was everywhere. *ahem* My legs, my knees, my arms, my hands… THUS making those areas splotchy and itchy. SMART PAM! REALLY SMART! Fucking TEN hours before Prom and you suddenly feel the urge to GARDEN! *facepalms* Thank God it faded (I washed it long enough).
So, I went to get my nails done… The manicurist said I had “Barbie toes.” O.o Since then, I’ve been referenced to Barbie TWICE. -_-;; Argh!
^_^ My nails look all pretty… French manicure and pedicure. Woot. I came home, lounged around, tried to pack and get ready before I got my hair done. Oh, I loved my hair! Half up with curls and rosebuds, and curled at the bottom… I’ll put up pics when I get my camera developed. ^_^
So I got home at 5:15 and I had to be at Michi’s at 6. Takes about 15 minutes to get there. So that left me half an hour to correctly pack my purse, pack my stuff for the sleepover, get into my stockings, my dress, and my shoes, put on my makeup and jewelry, pose for pictures, and make sure my hairstyle didn’t fall out. … Riiiight. -_-;;
So we waited at Michi’s until the limo got there… Everyone looked so nice! Michi was such a shock, she never gets so dressed up! Jeanie forgot her shawl. ;_; *lol* And everyone’s parents were there, and there were so many pictures… So dizzy!
Prom itself was awesome! You know me, I never go out and party, so I took as much advantage of the situation I possibly could. ;P Well, unless I was looking for people. Jeanie disappeared on us, and I really wanted to dance with Morgan since I needed someone to model. ;P And I kept going back and forth from Niikun to Niisan, trying to get them together for a picture… *sigh* ^_^ Niikun looked so handsome, and Meagan looked so pretty… And Niisan looked so handsome too. But he was so wrapped up in his date, it was such a shock to see them kiss… It was like something in me died. He never tells me anything… Like I told Jeanie, he’s one of my best friends (of course nowhere as near as close she is, or Michi, or even Christa…), but to him I’m just someone he knows, maybe a friend at most. *sigh* I just have to let Fate take us where she wants… He is a very confusing young man. Also, my mother thinks he is very confused himself. Doesn’t seem like it, but… Yeah, anyway. Poor Jason, says Prom was miserable… I can’t help but feel pity, he wanted to dance with Michi so bad… *sigh*
So I took home tons of flowers I stole from the centerpieces… *lol* ^_^;; I’m a flower nut.
We woke up Sunday morning, and it was so sweet. Morgan and her boyfriend Chris decided to make breakfast for everyone, pancakes and eggs. ^_^ And then Mr. and Mrs. McCullough came home from church and brought home bagels. ^_^;; *lol* Whoops. So we had a big breakfast, and talked about last night. It was fun. ^_^ Then me, Michi, and Jeanie watched Fake…. *coughcough* Damn girl needs better dubbed animes! It was horrible. *lol* But funny. The mangas are so much better. Then, Jeanie had to go, and Jon Eric came over! O.o I was still in my pajamas!*lol* I glomped him anyway. HE TOOK A PICTURE OF THE PICTURE FROM RENFEST! AAAAAAAAAAAH! *DIES!* Jeanie not one word! NOT ONE!
*coughcough* Anyway, so we played Uno until Mom called, and I left around 3. Had to bring Speckles to get his rabies shot, then we had to go shopping… *sighs* Then she brought up old topics that just don’t need discussing anymore, we both know where we stand and talking isn’t going to change any minds. So she almost let Speckles loose in the parking lot, she was so upset… I HAD to slap her, that fucking bitch always puts the pets at risk whenever she flies off the handle. Then THAT spawned the fight from Hell… *sigh* -_-;; It’s exhausting just thinking about it. It stretched until dinner, and then some.
Argh… When I came home, Carrie was on the phone, and online, plus watching TV, plus getting ready to go out with me to see Arwen (which never happened). Now, if this was MY daughter, she’d be in her room sitting and thinking about what she’s done. See, Friday night, Carrie said she was sleeping over Danielle’s house. We later found this was a lie. So my father went to go pick her up. She never showed up. We had no idea where she was. My father had to sleep on the couch and call in sick to work Saturday morning because of her. My mother broke down and focused her anger on me. That bitch would be DEAD if she were my daughter. She stayed at a boy’s house, lied and told him that her parents locked her out. We got a call from the mother, who had no clue, and she and Mom talked until she dropped her off. I wouldn’t speak to her.
SO WHY IN FUCKING GOD’S NAME ISN’T SHE LOCKED AWAY IN HER ROOM?! God damn, that child gets away with MURDER. I hope ‘vec tout mon Coeur, she gets sent away somewhere, where she’ll get some help. And then my mother can’t handle a thing so when we have our spats things escalate into Hell blown over. *sighs* Good Lord, a few more months, just a few more months, and then I’m gone…
A young Penguin is driving through Arizona on a hot summer's day when his oil light comes on. He gets out of the car and sees it is leaking oil all over the road.
The Penguin drives to a service station and asks a mechanic to take a look. The mechanic says he has a few other jobs to do 1st, but if the penguin comes back in an hour, he'll know what's wrong.
The penguin agrees and goes for a walk.
He finds an icecream shop and decides a big bowl of vanilla ice cream would really hit the spot...Of course he has no hands, so it's rather messy. By the time he's done he's got ice cream all over his flippers and his mouth is a total mess.
He walks back to the service station and asks the mechanic, "Did you find what's wrong?"
The mechanic replies "It looks like you've blown a seal." "No , no," says the penguin. "It's just ice cream"
(courtesy of Becca Weiner.)