"Sayonara...~"

[haruno_chan]

Thanks to those who commented on the previous post. Thinking about it now, miroku_houshi & doped_up_joker were right. I should consider my mother, and her feelings. I'm sure she's just as lonely, and needs someone to love. BUT the only reason I understand this now, is because I never knew how my dad was. According to my aunt and her boyfriend, my father was a two-timing

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[haruno_chan]

*Huggles* I wuv you too Mony ;__; <33 yes. We must..save money to buy a hot air balloon and GOOOO~! X3

[atoli]

Bwah... seems like we're on the same boat. Sorta.

My parents are in the process of a divorce and apparently my dad has done some things that he shouldn't of done. Well, I don't know if they're true; My mind pretty much wants to think otherwise. I should be angry with him, but I'm not.

Could go on forever about my fucked-up family, but meh.

As for the muse issue... eh. I think mine ran off with yours and Mony's cow. I want her back dammit >(

[haruno_chan]

>( I suggest we go off and find them and DEMAND them to come back to us!.

Bleh, the process of divorce is icky. There was a point where I thought I was the problem, since I seem to bring up trouble because I have 'issues' :: Huggles ::. My dad did some icky things too, but even through that, you shouldn't really hate any of your parents cause even if they seem to be angry at you, its only because they love you yadda yadda yadda. so yeah. ._. hopefully it wont be as messy as my parents' seperation.

[doped_up_joker]

Dude, my dad had like 20 other wives and shit. ;_;

[haruno_chan]

My dad probably did more than 20 =/ at least..that's what i've heard, bleh. =(

[nushrath]

hey baby. don't overthink too much. I do it and it only gets me depressed. you should just think it over a bit, every once in a while. it takes time to think clearly and reach good decision i learned. just don't say anything in the heat of the moment. you might always end up regretting those things in the end.
and cutting yourself.. (i am guessing thats what it mean) is well.. pointless really.. why not take your anger out on more productive things? like.. excercising, dancing till you drop? punching bag, or just calm yourself down with some good ol music.
He heh, i did not go to school today. I feel gloomy myself. Hahah ^^:; but the htought of having to make up everything i am missing.. oh man. XD

[haruno_chan]

Yeah XD that's the sucky part like "BLEH MAKEUP HOMEWORK AND TESTS >O!" but yeah..I dont really cut, I just scratch. ._. sometimes I cut so deep I draw blood though, but *sigh* hopefully I shall leave those days behind me =/

[nushrath]

whow.. thats what my friend does..
i hope you will.. ><;; i want to be there to hug you.. but since i can't.. virtual has to do *huggles* <(._. <)

[kilowatts]

your father may have done wrong things, but if he says he cares about you and your brother, then you shouldn't hate him. you could be angry at him for being a freeloader, but.. you know. :{

[nushrath]

*nods* its not wrong to forgive just don't forget in my opnion... no need to feel bad about being nice.. just don't let them own you. thats all.

[haruno_chan]

I know.. I don't really hate him as much as most of my family does. But that hurt me knowing that he was all like "Oh, I did so-and-so last night" behind my mom's back, that's like INSULT. *Siigh* :: Huggles ::