This feeling of emptiness...
When I decided to leave Arashi fandom, I somehow had expected it that I'll lose some friends. It's something I can't deny since many of the friends I made over the years I'm in the fandom are all Arashi fans. Only little of them truly befriended me because they want to know more about me, and not because I'm a subber. I've expected it, but still,
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I honestly don't know if you remember me, but you commented in my journal before. way way before. orz So hi! I'm Jessie.
...Lame introduction, I know, but I just want to let you know that We're kind of going through the same thing rn. It's not that I left the arashi fandom, it's just that... I've stopped fangirling them the way I used to. and I'm slowly shifting towards v6, and yes, finding friends in the fandom is hard. i actually find it harder now than before. But i have a friend who's willing to fangirl things with me and I'm grateful for that. Just letting you know that you're not alone, and while I chose to fangirl something new, it's what makes me happy in the end.
also I hope this doesn't make me come out as creepy or anything; i've been finding some ways to DL v6 shows and your journal always comes up. I couldn't help but check it out. ^^;;
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It's the same for me too. It's not like I've stopped fangirling Arashi, but the fans are getting hard for me to stay in the fandom. I didn't know since when this fandom become this big and uncontrolable. I want my old fandom back, but I think it would be impossible by now.
Getting new friends in V6 fandom can be very challenging. I have to browse through the entire LJ comm and finally found some friends who are willing to share their V6 knowledge with me :)
What's the matter most is, that we can be happy in the end :)
Lol How come my journal always come out? I'm curious about that XD
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Yeah, I understand. I love them just the same but there are just so many things happening at one time that I don't know what's what anymore. Up until now I still can't pinpoint what it is exactly, but. Maybe I do have an inkling as to why, I just don't want to admit it to anyone. :/ But I'm moving on silently and I think that's the best way for me.
I've made new friends too! Makes it more exciting, actually. :D I'm just happy to talk to some people who at least know what I'm talking about lately. XD
What's the matter most is, that we can be happy in the end :)
Exactly. :) Speaking of happy, I love that V6 has so many extras in their DVDs and singles. It's just. Overflowing. xD /getting off-topic orz
I HAVE NO IDEA. It just does. XD Your Sekubani concert post mostly, but others come up to. IDK, really. Google loves your journal lol.
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What makes you want to leave the fandom btw? I've said about my reason and though not many people can understand it, but I've laid it all out and even if people do bash me for it, I don't even give a care anymore lol
Yes! isn't it fun to share the fervor with someone who you can totally relate to? It was amazing :)
Viva extras! XD Have you watched their trip to LA? It was so cracktastic lol
Google love my journal indeed lol Some people found me like that too. Browsing google and they're directed to my LJ. I guess I'm popular by google's ranking? XD
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