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[hasacarebear]

[Jesse's room? Trashed. Cuurenly he's trying to deal with the fact the one girl he loved is dead. Dealing means kicking, breaking - screaming even. He loves her and the sight of her - it doesn't go away. So you can see Jesse St. James without the ego and the sarcasm. He suddenly looks younger - like a boy who had just seen the girl he loves dead.

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[fabraylous]

Jesse. Jesse stop.

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[hasacarebear]

[ no Quinn, no - he's busy destroying everything and anything because Rachel is - she's - Jesse isn't use to grief and there are too many emotions too many - ]

Dead - Quinn - she -

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[fabraylous]

[ who would've thought she'd ever try and console jesse st. james of all people? but the animosity that existed between glee clubs seems so insignificant in comparison to this. petty rivalries be damned. ]

I know. I know. Just-- [ a sigh that's more a sniffle. ] Where are you?

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[hasacarebear]

[ he...collapses to the floor. He hoped that maybe - but Quinn affirmed what he already knew and when he speaks his voice is horase from the screams ]

Clinic.

[serenadesdragon]

We'll keep her safe when she comes back, I promise.

[hasacarebear]

We didn't keep her safe now - I didn't - [ his voice breaks at that. His fault. ]

[serenadesdragon]

I...I'm really not sure what we can do but there has to be something we can do to keep her safe.

[To keep the rest of them safe. Glee kids from Ohio really weren't made to withstand stuff like this.]

[hasacarebear]

Keep her away from those freaks with the super extra powers seems like a good start -

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[knifetotheface]

Hanna sees this and I'm gonna kick your ass.

[It's meant to sound threatening. It doesn't come off that way. At all.]

... she's gonna come back.

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[hasacarebear]

[ Who the hell is - who even cares - after a few more minutes of destructions he finally understands who he's talking to.

Johanna. ]

She'll remember this. Rachel - she'll remember we weren't there to help her.

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[knifetotheface]

If you believe that for a second, you're a bigger dumbass than I thought.

Accidents happen and people die. That doesn't mean the people who die hate the people who couldn't stop it. You pick up and move on from it. You keep on walking because you haven't got a choice.

[And Jo sucks in a breath before staring at him evenly.]

Sam and Dean walked away from my body. You're gonna do the same damn thing for her until she comes back.

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[hasacarebear]

[ He is about to snap right back at her - until the last part. Then he understands that his tough love is her way of helping ]

They're your friends?

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[fairymicrowaver]

Take it from me, this. Isn't going to help. [Dean looks like hell, but then it has just been that kind of week. He's tired. But all these kids keep crying and he'll short change himself to talk to them.]

She'll be back. [He adds as he leans against his kitchen counter and just gives the screen a look.]

And while that might not mean crap because it feels unnatural, she's going to need all of her friends, all of her family that's here to help her back up on her feet.

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[hasacarebear]

[ Sob Dean, he's usually the least emotional one but that can you do, that's his girlfriend out there ;; ]

It helps me to - [ unleash everything it is he has in him. Usually it's done by song. But unlike Quinn, he doesn't - can't - sing about it ]

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[fairymicrowaver]

[You're talking to a man who bashed a car hull to pieces and unleashes his rage in killing every evil thing he can find. And right now he understands, in a way.]

If it helps, I won't stop you but might want to do it against something else instead of where you might be living.

There's boards, building material too large to be moved yet. Something constructive so you don't feel empty when you're done.

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[hasacarebear]

I'll try for one of those.

Where is she? Right now?