[OOC: Playlist]
Addicted, Saving Abel
I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again
[Katya/Matt (SEX)]
Be With Me, VAST
be with me
right now i just need to be with someone
[Katya/Matt (appeal)]
Being Boiled (Human League Cover), KMFDM
Just because the kid's an orphan
is no excuse for thoughtless slaying
Children don't forget this torture
[Katya (childhood)]
Better than Suicide, Psyclon Nine
Disorder guilds the human filth
Wrecked from fair perversity
The wicked frails at touch the ill
[Katya (killing)]
Bike Ride, The Brobecks
Well I'm in hell
I've got to tell somebody now
[Katya (pre!Matt post!Vegan)]
Document, Assemblage 23
This is a document
To prove that I was here
This is a document
To prove I was at all
And when my voice ceases to be
Will the echo still ring loudly?
And when there's nothing left of me
Will my memory still go on?
[Katya (doubt)]
Fuck Was I, Jenny Owen Youngs
Love tears me up like a demon.
Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,
and I'm having some trouble just breathing.
If we weren't such good friends I think that I'd hate you.
If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were dead
[Katya/Matt (oh that boy)]
Heartbeat, Scouting for Girls
Doing all I can do just to be close to you
Every time that we meet, I skip a heart beat
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the ass
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat
I do love, she does heartbreak
I did love 'til she broke my heart
[Katya/Matt (appeal)]
I Shall Believe, Sheryl Crow
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe
[Katya (hope)]
If You Love Me You'd Destroy Me, Aereogramme and Hal Duncan
I'll give you my heart, I'll give you my soul
I'll give you all that I've ever been
And all that I've touched, that's ever touched me
The flesh and the bones of my memories
And if you love me you'd destroy me
If you love me you'd destroy me
[Katya (people)]
In My Head, Anna Nalick
Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe
[Katya/Garrison (childhood)]
Listen to Your Heart, Roxette
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
[Katya (doubt)]
Lullaby, Forward
Throw away what you fear
When you wake, I'll be here
[Katya (caring)]
Made of Scars, Stone Sour
This one had it coming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
[Katya (killing)]
Miss Impossible, Poets of the Fall
As she is beautiful, she's unpredictable
Damned irresistible, is it plausible to hate her
She is my common sense, revels on decadence
But what's the difference, it's an impossible debate
[Katya (general theme)]
Missionary Man, Eurythmics
Well I was born an original sinner.
I was born from original sin.
And if I had a dollar bill
For all the things I've done
There'd be a mountain of money
Piled up to my chin.
[Katya (doubt)]
Motorcycle Drive By, Third Eye Blind
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes
And you don't mind, you smile
And say the world doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you, you're so serene
Careening through the universe
Your axis on a tilt, you're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
And there's things I'd like to do
That you don't believe in
I would like to build something
But you never see it happen
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've, I've never been so alive
[Katya/Matt (breakup)]
No Man's Woman, Sinead O'Connor
I don't wanna be no man's woman
I've other work I want to get done
I haven't travelled this far to become
no man's woman
[Katya (vegan years)]
Nobody's Side, Chess
Never make a promise or plan
Take a little love where you can
Nobody's on nobody's side
Never stay too long in your bed
Never lose your heart, use your head
Nobody's on nobody's side
[Katya (family)]
Oh Yeah, The Cliks
He’s not listening, he’s not listening
If he listened to your heart, he’d hear you saying
[Katya/Sasha (stupid baby brother)]
Out of My League, Stephen Speaks
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again
[Katya/Matt (height of relationship)]
Rootless Tree, Damien Rice
What I want from you is empty your head
They say be true, don't stain your bed
We do what we need to be free
And it leans on me like a rootless tree
What I want from us is empty our minds
We fake the thoughts, and fracture the times
We go blind when we've needed to see
And this leans on me, like a rootless...
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
And all we've been through
[Katya/Matt/Sasha (problems)\
Shadowboxer, Fiona Apple
You made me
A shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready
For what you do
I've been swinging
All around me
'Cause I don't know
When you're gonna
Make your move
[Katya/Sasha (family issues)]
This Shit Will Fuck You Up
I am a bitch--how do you want me?
From behind? Or on my knees?
I am a slut; please hold me down
I'll be your noise
This shit will fuck you up
[Katya (killing)]
We Believe We Believe, wumpscut
We believe
In your word
We believe
In your fate
[Katya (her final mission)]
1234, Feist
Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart
Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
[Katya/Matt (ADORABLE)]
6 Gun Quota, Seether
I find it hard to live with all my choices
It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices
Did you ever think to ask my opinion
Did you ever think to ask if i'm ok?
I've burned down every bridge that i've found
Now i limit myself to a six gun quota
I've played down every feelin' i've felt
And i bottled them up 'til the well ran over
Give every indication that you're mended
Take every rule you come across and bend it
[Katya (killing)]
I know when it's getting rough
All the times we spend
When we try to make
This love something better than
Just making love again
[Katya/Matt (SEX)]
Be With Me, VAST
be with me
right now i just need to be with someone
[Katya/Matt (appeal)]
Being Boiled (Human League Cover), KMFDM
Just because the kid's an orphan
is no excuse for thoughtless slaying
Children don't forget this torture
[Katya (childhood)]
Better than Suicide, Psyclon Nine
Disorder guilds the human filth
Wrecked from fair perversity
The wicked frails at touch the ill
[Katya (killing)]
Bike Ride, The Brobecks
Well I'm in hell
I've got to tell somebody now
[Katya (pre!Matt post!Vegan)]
Document, Assemblage 23
This is a document
To prove that I was here
This is a document
To prove I was at all
And when my voice ceases to be
Will the echo still ring loudly?
And when there's nothing left of me
Will my memory still go on?
[Katya (doubt)]
Fuck Was I, Jenny Owen Youngs
Love tears me up like a demon.
Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,
and I'm having some trouble just breathing.
If we weren't such good friends I think that I'd hate you.
If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were dead
[Katya/Matt (oh that boy)]
Heartbeat, Scouting for Girls
Doing all I can do just to be close to you
Every time that we meet, I skip a heart beat
Always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the ass
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat
I do love, she does heartbreak
I did love 'til she broke my heart
[Katya/Matt (appeal)]
I Shall Believe, Sheryl Crow
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe
[Katya (hope)]
If You Love Me You'd Destroy Me, Aereogramme and Hal Duncan
I'll give you my heart, I'll give you my soul
I'll give you all that I've ever been
And all that I've touched, that's ever touched me
The flesh and the bones of my memories
And if you love me you'd destroy me
If you love me you'd destroy me
[Katya (people)]
In My Head, Anna Nalick
Under the weight of your wings
You are a god and whatever I want you to be
And I wonder if truly you are
Nearly as beautiful as I believe
[Katya/Garrison (childhood)]
Listen to Your Heart, Roxette
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.
[Katya (doubt)]
Lullaby, Forward
Throw away what you fear
When you wake, I'll be here
[Katya (caring)]
Made of Scars, Stone Sour
This one had it coming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
[Katya (killing)]
Miss Impossible, Poets of the Fall
As she is beautiful, she's unpredictable
Damned irresistible, is it plausible to hate her
She is my common sense, revels on decadence
But what's the difference, it's an impossible debate
[Katya (general theme)]
Missionary Man, Eurythmics
Well I was born an original sinner.
I was born from original sin.
And if I had a dollar bill
For all the things I've done
There'd be a mountain of money
Piled up to my chin.
[Katya (doubt)]
Motorcycle Drive By, Third Eye Blind
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes
And you don't mind, you smile
And say the world doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you, you're so serene
Careening through the universe
Your axis on a tilt, you're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
And there's things I'd like to do
That you don't believe in
I would like to build something
But you never see it happen
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've, I've never been so alive
[Katya/Matt (breakup)]
No Man's Woman, Sinead O'Connor
I don't wanna be no man's woman
I've other work I want to get done
I haven't travelled this far to become
no man's woman
[Katya (vegan years)]
Nobody's Side, Chess
Never make a promise or plan
Take a little love where you can
Nobody's on nobody's side
Never stay too long in your bed
Never lose your heart, use your head
Nobody's on nobody's side
[Katya (family)]
Oh Yeah, The Cliks
He’s not listening, he’s not listening
If he listened to your heart, he’d hear you saying
[Katya/Sasha (stupid baby brother)]
Out of My League, Stephen Speaks
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again
[Katya/Matt (height of relationship)]
Rootless Tree, Damien Rice
What I want from you is empty your head
They say be true, don't stain your bed
We do what we need to be free
And it leans on me like a rootless tree
What I want from us is empty our minds
We fake the thoughts, and fracture the times
We go blind when we've needed to see
And this leans on me, like a rootless...
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
And all we've been through
[Katya/Matt/Sasha (problems)\
Shadowboxer, Fiona Apple
You made me
A shadowboxer, baby
I wanna be ready
For what you do
I've been swinging
All around me
'Cause I don't know
When you're gonna
Make your move
[Katya/Sasha (family issues)]
This Shit Will Fuck You Up
I am a bitch--how do you want me?
From behind? Or on my knees?
I am a slut; please hold me down
I'll be your noise
This shit will fuck you up
[Katya (killing)]
We Believe We Believe, wumpscut
We believe
In your word
We believe
In your fate
[Katya (her final mission)]
1234, Feist
Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart
Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart
Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
[Katya/Matt (ADORABLE)]
6 Gun Quota, Seether
I find it hard to live with all my choices
It's time to turn a deaf ear to those voices
Did you ever think to ask my opinion
Did you ever think to ask if i'm ok?
I've burned down every bridge that i've found
Now i limit myself to a six gun quota
I've played down every feelin' i've felt
And i bottled them up 'til the well ran over
Give every indication that you're mended
Take every rule you come across and bend it
[Katya (killing)]