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[hasta_peanut]

Some days feel so heavy and oppressive that I can't get out from under them, can't move through that fog, can't grasp the hope I know lingers still from the last good time.

Today is like that.

I am trying to change it, doing things that are good for me or settle my brain, but sometimes...

I'm just so tired of this fight.

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[harriet_m_welsh]

It's the weather. You need more sun than this. :(

[hasta_peanut]

I think that was definitely part of it. Today was such a rough day emotionally that I half wanted to call in sick, but knew I wouldn't. As usually happens at the times I don't want to go to work, when I get there I'm fine and work actually helps improve my mood.

John was really accomodating of my crappy attitude today, which was really appreciated and helped dispel it, a bit.