yeah, basically. it's more like i had to analogize it with that to explain it.
in order to get it, all i had to do was internally observe my physical body under the influence of multiple emotions at once, from multiple perspectives.
previously, i suppose, i had only internally observed my emotions in terms of singular elements (staying close to the 7 deadly sins and whatnot). and i never meditated on things as complex as motivation except from a singular perspective (paying attention to only a single point within my body).
evn though i've made the analogy to a beast personality and an angel personality before, and even pinpointed the locations of the emotions of the 7 deadly sins, 7 heavenly virtues, and 7 counterparts (and i'm working on another list of 7), i never made the connection that the emotions themselves could be waveforms that interract with eachother. i kind of thought of each emotion as seperate, sigular, and unaffected by other emotions.
i discard my memories! i banish my fate! with these chains broken i reject all bindings to my past!
with no frame of the future, and no light of my past; the present is my life. at last!
hahahaha! screw your desires! screw your wishes! i will kill you for entering my life! i will kill you for imposing yourself upon me!
what i wish from this moment is my freedom! i will live free!
and as i stare into the abyss of the world's mysfortune, i will create my own foture, my own life! of my design!
focus and be calm. focus and think. create your desire. design your wishes. think. organize. write. think! create! pick one wish to follow. pick one goal to advance. and work until your life subsides!
all of these are spur of the moment. we'll see where they lead me.
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it's more like i had to analogize it with that to explain it.
in order to get it, all i had to do was internally observe my physical body under the influence of multiple emotions at once, from multiple perspectives.
previously, i suppose, i had only internally observed my emotions in terms of singular elements (staying close to the 7 deadly sins and whatnot). and i never meditated on things as complex as motivation except from a singular perspective (paying attention to only a single point within my body).
evn though i've made the analogy to a beast personality and an angel personality before, and even pinpointed the locations of the emotions of the 7 deadly sins, 7 heavenly virtues, and 7 counterparts (and i'm working on another list of 7), i never made the connection that the emotions themselves could be waveforms that interract with eachother. i kind of thought of each emotion as seperate, sigular, and unaffected by other emotions.
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http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/03/16/alaska.land.ap/index.html
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you need to fill out the parts about yourself and email them to me. We don't have that much time.
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my bell knells for those against me.
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i banish my fate!
with these chains broken
i reject all bindings to my past!
with no frame of the future,
and no light of my past;
the present is my life.
at last!
hahahaha!
screw your desires! screw your wishes!
i will kill you for entering my life!
i will kill you for imposing yourself upon me!
what i wish from this moment is my freedom!
i will live free!
and as i stare into the abyss of the world's mysfortune,
i will create my own foture, my own life! of my design!
focus and be calm.
focus and think.
create your desire.
design your wishes.
think.
organize.
write.
think!
create!
pick one wish to follow.
pick one goal to advance.
and work until your life subsides!
all of these are spur of the moment. we'll see where they lead me.
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